Donnerstag, 10. Juni 2010


Stolen from [info]1stepcl0ser

Cross out the one’s you’ve done:

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.

Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.

Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.

Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself. (by accident of course >_>)
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced. (I think you call it divorve too if one of them dies? o_o)
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over £100 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on purpose. (though it wasn't because I am emo..I just wondered what it looks like if I cut something in my skin. no scar luckily :O)
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Had detention. (Just at school XD but the whole class had to because we all skipped an art lesson coz of a stupid teacher)
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school. (well you can say I was dropped out but it was on purpose o_o)
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun. (not a real one XD)
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll. (in elementary school 3 times! XDD)
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire
Gotten caught having a party while parents were gone away.
Had sex.
Had sex with your same sex.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.

Have a deep dark secret.
Gone to a rave club.
Ate a big bowl of ice cream.

Yeah I am an arrogant bitch o_o

I was told to get over myself by some anon. lol It still amuses me. I love anons because they make me feel they dont have the guts to talk to me with their "real" identity :O  Such cowards.
If you consider "having other preferences" as arrogant , yes please, do so. XD

I am so arrogant I didn't even do anything for the last few months for my fandom..because..there is no need ?  Who needs stuff like acknowledgement. I was already thinking the last days if it wasn't better if there was an additional admin or mod at [info]ryo_watch.
Just because I don't know if I have much time anymore starting from August. (I probably won't >_<) Hmm but zsu is there, so it might be alright? idk o.o
But seriously to consider yourself as "something better" or as person who doesn't like drooling for a certain guy anymore,,,that's a totally different thing.
With fandom it's like with a love relationship.. If you fall in feel like head over feels, it feels fresh, you can't stop fangirling and talk about shit like wanting to marry this person, or how sexy he is....and whatever...but like in every love relationship..this kind of exciting lovely feeling gets lost someday. I doesn't change the love in general..but it's fading somehow. o-o?
As for this..Ryo and me seem like an old "couple" by now. XDDDD

But you know distance..and after a certain amount of feel like it's a fresh love again. lol

Ah..need to go to the dentist in another town next week. My wisdoom tooth will be removed :I
Oh dude, my english becomes worser with every day..same goes for my german. I blame the japanese language :(

So tired today..finally a morning will come when I can sleep as long as I want again. I am simply not used to getting up early  3 days in a row. Well would have worked out if I went earlier to bed than 3am everytime =_=
Already missing these times of a day. I guess it will become so rare for me to be still awake at such a time. Starting work at 5.30am...etc. @.@ And since I love to sleep much and dont feel well when I just sleep about 6 hours I will probably always go to bed at 8pm XD""
Well its stil the time rhythmn...if you see it from the japanese time viewpoint o,O

Alright enough enough...I wonder if I get DETROX' ah today~~~~~ 愛してるから ah ah!! Yes Hideki give it to me :D 
bed bed bed *runs*