Sonntag, 21. August 2011

what a rant

While others go outside to enjoy themself I am just sitting here and watch Animes recently.
Well honestly speaking...even if I have tons of chances to go outside to clubs etc..I don't want to.
The only people who would be able to successfully get me into such clubs would probably be my other people. But maybe it's no use...maybe clinging to them although I couldn't do anything with them in the last 2 years is bullshit..but idk my view on this world is too's not only music...i know going to a club etc means dancing..but I hate  it's stupid..I would only drink dozen of alcohol...
well usually people go also clubbing to meet up with people...get to know new people..enjoy themself...but having a big party with tons of foreign people is kinda...not attractive for me v_V

I thought of changing myself..but I am not really  able to do so...I am not able to leave everythingg behind to become a normal boring person who enjoys her life with mainstream shit...I have the strong belief that there is MORE than just this life...I want to experience something exciting and not something which I hate and won't make me enjoy myself...
Oh Well..

Mittwoch, 17. August 2011

Time is running and running

but nothing's really happening.
I am going to work, come back home, go to bed late, awake at lunchtime and go to work again.
And I am not even playing perfect world since I arrived here again 4 days ago. I don't feel the need and desire to play after I started to watch RAINBOW.
But although it has 26 episodes...I only managed 13 so far...and the desire to continue watching also disappeared after my dearest Anchan died in episode 12. It's like his death totally finished the series..or well let's say it finished one chapter...but the second chapter...I heard it should be rather happy..but how can it be happy without Anchan. How can I watch "happiness"when my favourite character died in the middle of the series. D: Well it looks like Mario has turned attractive after he got hair..but I wonder why they had to make Anchan the only bishi from episode 1-12...just after he died Mario and Joe turned into bishis with hair as well...but I wanted to see them together with Anchan like this...
Anchan, you are not a hero just because you died. I don't know why he had to die. I mean seriously..the function of his death for the plot..oh well maybe I will understand it when I continue watching it...

Mittwoch, 10. August 2011

The cute Chibi way lmao

That's how it is done in the chibi way. 
Somehow nothing to take serious. XDD

Montag, 8. August 2011

Plans...uhm uhm uhm!

A Siam Shade friend from Brazil just made me recognize last night that I will need a credit card for the vacation in Japan! Wow I am so stupid for forgetting about something so important. Oh well I probably also could have used my EC-card from Sparkasse...but after all this would probably turn more expensive XD
So after I tried to get information about credit cards in Germany..I have come to realize that I have no idea if I should go with comdirect or DKB! D:

Sucks sucks! /floor
Anyway..i think I will go with comdirect...or...DLB?! Oh man /blur