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If i could i would kill off the comment writing for this but i cant with my phone here, so... It still hurts. I knew before i did it that i would feel like this for a long time but still i couldnt resist. So here i am feeling bad everytime i see him. I am asking me how i could do such a thing. Always asking myself why i do enjoy the risk and hurt those who are the most important to me. Serious problem coz in the end it hurts me too :(

Shit!

My pc died! Once again after 2 years it died. Annoying :( the doctor said its either the processor or the the board in general who knows. I think he formated my drive @.@ i somehow heard something about xp. Keep your crappy xp for youself! I need win7! Coz xp is horrible for my wlan card driver + its annoying for japanese purpose. God, writing on this cellphone is horrible too. Well well lets see how much the shit costs etc. Apart from that i need to buy also a laptop next month