"こっちまで涙が出てくる"

必死で努力をして夢破れても、その姿は美しい。

決して恥じる事ではない

Such beautiful words by him ❤
And you know...it's thanks to Germany's defeat that he thought like this.
After all it also has its advantages, so it's nothing I should be disappointed about if I get such words instead.
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Today is my brother's 35th Birthday ❤
That's all..well it's not only that but I never felt at any time to also point out that it is my own birthday coz I see no reason to mention it.
It's like it would just feel like "Today is my birthday, so tell me "Happy Birthday" bitches!"
I prefer getting happy birthdays just without mentioning it coz there I know "Oh they remembered it's today! Lovely"
But honestly I don't mind if people forget it either because I never enjoy this day either. XD

I am not writing alot lately yes but I don't feel like there is something mentionable.
Went to the dermatologist yesterday with my mum. Seems like my ugly big mole on my back is "good-natured"..so well yeah..one lesser problem to care for.  But even so there are always other things to be bothered.

And why the fuck is white chocolate always so delicious (>__<)

誰かの気持ちを考えたことがありますか？

今年いっぱいやって動員が伸びないなら、きっぱり音楽家から身を引こうと思います。

Welch Trauer erfüllt mein Herz.
Selbst wenn die Bedingung noch nicht erfüllt ist, so ist doch erschütternd zu lesen, welch Konsequenz daraus resultieren würde.
Unglücklicherweise jedoch, weiß ich nicht wann er für sich entscheidet, dass die Bedingung erfüllt ist. Also muss ich wohl darauf hoffen, dass er entweder schlechte Laune hatte oder aber ja..bangen. Andererseits...wäre es nur schlechte Laune, hätte er wohl nicht sowas von sich gegeben.

Ein schwarzer Mittwoch, wie es scheint.