Und so sprach ICH

I know it's neither Yasu's fault nor it's Junjis fault  but the fault of the fucked up Siam Shade and Janne da arc fans who always liked to compare both bands with each other.
And that's probably the reason why I have a grudge on Yasu for "stealing" Junji. Well it's not really grudge it's rather like...oh yeah don't know  fact is I never liked Yasu's voice anyway.
Hell yeah I could join those SS vs JdA battles now..like a butthurt fan.  XDD

Well in reality I am probably just pissed off that all Siam Shade members prefer doing units with guys from other bands but not with themself D:
But I also have the feeling that they just wouldn't want to do it because sticking together 2 or 3 members again means that all fans expect it to sound like Siam Shade. But in the end everyone knows it's not Siam Shade so even if they did  such a thing everyone would still complain and whine coz it's not the real thing.
No matter how you turn it, it's fucked up. At the same time I can't stand the whining at mixi any longer. Those diferect and indirect comments in Hideki's blog. Things like: "Today I listened Siam Shade the whole day~" or "After all Siam Shade are my favourite band" especially second one made me really mad. It was just yesterday I think. Hideki said that he put someone new on the website which was a preview of a new song and then they such stuff. Really. If you think Japanese don't say what they honestly think, you are wrong. Sometimes they are so clumsy it's dreadful.
I mean it's one thing to think that the music "he" makes now is nothing compared to what it was before but this is no respectful behaviour at all. It's egoistic and inappropriated. It made my heart really hurt.  I mean what the hell do you want to tell that person? It's all own egoistic shit. Just trying to put yourself in an artist shoes...reading things like "Oh I liked your previous band more." It would make me personally frustrated. I give my best because music is my life and then I get such a feedback. oO Especially if you are a fan of a certain artist you should know the way he acts like. In Hideki's case it's probably like...he will just work harder and harder and then reaches the rock bottom for a moment and then stands up again...but even so....

Fans are cruel..so cruel sometimes. I think that's why artists sometimes have to make the decision..if they do music just for themself or for the fans. But then again..if you just do music for yourself...hmm doesn't work out I think. Why would you want to do music. After all you want others to listen to it....finding the happy medium is tough. At least in this case I can say: It's 100% not a money reason and this makes me always happy.

It's always like this..always...why it's always the fans who frustrate me. Well in most cases it's just annoying..but those other cases are just painful.

Lolz

When I look on my flist right now there is actually no one in a johnnys hype right now. Not even me. xD
It looks like all have quite other interests right now...

BAILAMOOOOOOOOOOOS~ itoshii_hito69  ;D

I didn't even watch the perverted kanjani clip
I am at it right now. It makes me wonder if I was always just ignoring Ryo's horniness or if he's really horny since 2010
In this case I could support this drug rumour which came up some months ago. lol
Oh Jesus perverted Bubu again..how he can dare to touch yasus ass..his gf was upset for sure..but well..yasu wasn't upset either..maybe yasu just has something what we call "alibi gf" XD
aaah this was amazing really..Yokos nice formed ass and Hinas too long ass...and yeah...

Today I have an eyesight test...buuhuu T__T well I dont mind actually..just the fact that my glasses is fucking old and I never use it...and I want a new one but then again..I dont want to go to the optician because if you are at the optician it takes ages till they have finished everything...consultation takes ages =_=" Last time my mum needed a new glasses it took like 2 hours till we left again. this was so fucking annoying >___>

I just remembered that I have an ameblo blog...but yeah why should I use it since I use my mixi blog for all japanese stuff :(
In this way ameblo is quite uncomfortable too...
But in the end..I also have some other pages ongoing...like I started a hideki translation blog for his blogstuff...but you know this is a long way to go..really long...I don't know if I will ever be able to finish all of the last years XDDD

20 Mai 2010 @ 01:14

Butter-fly (Kouji Wada) 　                           →    Leb deinen Traum (Frank Schindel)
Brave Heart (Ayumi Miyazaki)                   →      Wir werden siegen (Frank Schindel)
Seven (Kouji Wada)                                    →       Vertrau mir (Frank Schindel)
Target ~Akai Shougeki~ (Kouji Wada)       →     Ich werde da sein (Frank Schindel)
Kaze (Kouji Wada)                                       →        Deine Chance (Frank Schindel
The biggest dreamer (Kouji Wada)              →         Der größte Träumer (Frank Schindel)
One Vision (Takayoshi Tanimoto)                →         Eine Vision (Frank Schindel)
EVO (WILD CHILD BOUND)                       →           Sei Frei (Fred Röttcher)
SLASH!! (Michihiko Outa)                                →        Spiel dein Spiel (Fred Röttcher)
Innocent ~Mujaki na mama de~ (Kouji Wada)      →        Flieg um die Welt (Frank Schindel)
Break up (Ayumi Miyazaki)                                  →        Wir drehn auf (Fred Röttcher)
Beat it (Ayumi Miyazaki)                                      →      Jetzt ist es soweit (Fred Röttcher)
With the Will (Kouji Wada)                                  →           Wenn du willst (Fred Röttcher)
Fire!! (Kouji Wada)                                              →            Wenn das Feuer in dir brennt (Frank Schindel)
Hirari (Kouji Wada)                                             →     Wolkenreiter (Frank Schindel)
The Last Element (Ayumi Miyazaki)                   →         Die Hyper Spirit Digitation (Frank Schindel)
Oreta Tsubasa de~With Broken Wings~ (Suzumura Ken'ichi)    →   With broken wings (Frank Schindel)
Salamander  (Junko Takeuchi)                             →      Salamder (Noel Pix)

Don't tell liiiiiiiiiiies!

Don't tell liiiiiiiiiiies!  

1992....btw..this shocked me today XDDDDDD 20years old hardrocker hideki looooool for some reason natin looked like...always xDDD

2002 XDD 30years old "manly" hideki in his famous blue leathertrousers which are just too tight XDD

And now I want a 2012 version!!!! YOU BETTER DO IT LOL
「終わりは始まり」って言葉を思い出して下さい！
It would be interesting to see them 20 years older compared to the first one XDDD

19 Mai 2010 @ 06:25

Mal gucken wie schön ich mich heute Abend beim Theorieunterricht blamiere.
Am Montag war ja uch schon schön. Aber ist ja auch voll mies der Kerl, was fragt der mich zuerst was, ich komm da total unvorbeitet rein und muss die miesten Fragen beantworten, womit ich mich noch nie beschäftigt habe.

Ja ich hab meinen Fahrlehrer schon jetzt lieb. Die nächsten Wochen werden Spaß. XDDD
Aber vielleicht ist andere ja netter und sexy~~~
Achja..imaginär hätt ich andere Leute als Fahrlehrer im Kopf 8DDDDDD
Aber ich kann ja so tun als obs andere sind....

Naja der Fahrlehrer hat nen trockenen eigenartigen Humor...sagt dinge wie.
"Wenn du Hänger sagst.....ich würd dir ja mal den Unterschied zwischen Hänger und Anhänger erklären aber wir haben Mädchen hier."
Achja und? Die eine war mindestens 17 und ich bin...ja alt? XD Aber ich glob sowas muss auch nicht mehr erklärt werden danach...
Oder:  "Achja...na dann stell mir vor das aufm Rücksitz deine 150kilo schwere Schwiegermutti sitzt und neben ihr liegt nen 5 Kilo schwerer Sack Kartoffeln. Irgendwann wirste sie vermissen" Worums ging hab ich vergessen..aber der Kerl hat echt eigenartige Beispiele XD
Die sollt man sich eigentlich aufschreiben...vielleicht mach ich das heut mal..aber ich glaub heute kommt vielleicht der andere...ach man ist das alles tragisch

Unser schöner Euro T__T
vor 3 monaten konnt ich nor meine kanjani dvd für 46euro kaufen...nun müsst ich 52€ zahlen :/
Holt die DM raus! Es nützt nix mehr~~ Jaja so ist das...als hätten wa nicht schon  genug in der Scheiße gesessen, aber nee die Griechen mussten ja in Saus und Braus leben während unser Fernsehen von HARTZ IV Junk geprägt wurde.
Naja noch gibts Stullen im Haus..heißt verhungern muss ich nicht. XD
Globalisierung bringts manchmal doch nicht so...aber können sich ja jetzt alle freuen dasse Reisen nach Europa fürn Appel undn Ei kriegen. Das war wahrscheinlich der Grund warum der eine Japaner, vorn paar Tagen seinen Tripp gebucht hat, sehr schlau.
Duuduum~

Eine Erkenntnis am Morgen, vertreibt Kummer und Sorgen XDD

Ha-chan sagt:
aber wenn ich dran denk keinen sex T_T selbst mit kerl
 ※DOCI ♥s 栄喜さん~今夜は釘を打ってくれよ♪~      sagt:
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ha-chan sagt:
will auch ma wieder obszön sein
 ※DOCI ♥s 栄喜さん~今夜は釘を打ってくれよ♪~      sagt:
frag hideki
aber der kommt bestimmt net umsonst
Ha-chan sagt:
kommt XDDDDDDDDDD
 ※DOCI ♥s 栄喜さん~今夜は釘を打ってくれよ♪~      sagt:
T______T
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
DAS HAB ICH NICHT GEMEINT
Ha-chan sagt:
ich weiß
aber war lustisch