あなた、私に何してほしい？

Ist es nich seltsam wie eine Begegnung ein größeres Trauma auslöst als ein Autounfall?
An den Autounfall erinnere ich  mich nicht mehr wirklich bzw. er interessiert mich auch nicht mehr.
Stattdessen dieses psychische Trauma, welches mich in Japan ereilte!
Zugegeben auch das wird von Tag zu Tag blasser....die Intensität des Visuellen verblasst, was auch nicht verwunderlich ist und doch...auf der einen Seite ist es gut so und auf der anderen Seite macht es mich traurig. Dass ich bei dem Konzert war, das hab ich bis heute noch nicht realisiert..vielleicht erst wenn die DVD endlich mal rauskommt..oder vielleicht auch nie. Wer weiß das schon.
Letztendlich drehen sich meine Gedanken aber immer im Kreis. Es gibt so viele "Warum?"s in meinem Kopf, die ich nicht beantworten kann.
Was ich weiß ist, hätte ich gewusst, dass dies ein Abschied für immer ist, hätte ich ihn wahrscheinlich ausgedehnt. Was bleibt..was uns bleibt sind....ich hab das Lied schon ewig nicht mehr gehört..jahre..es stieg mir nur plötzlich zu Kopf...

Alles, was zu Ende ist, kann auch Anfang sein.
Man sollte nicht an alten Zeiten kleben.
Doch ich bin kein Ignorant, der zu schnell vergisst.
Das, was einmal war, ist auch mein Leben ♫

 Hmm.... Gute Nacht x_X

[DETROX] BLACK BOX (THE END #6)

CREDITS FOR WRITING DOWN THE LYRICS ON THE NET: AYA

Runaway
hit a miss or break your back
if you wanna get the monster media
gotta roll with the night show
pick up and get go with the night show
anyway, unaware, the pig gets fat
you can get a bit of this, a bit of that
better roll with the night show
don't you wait another minute
hey, get a load of this

color me vision, who am i? ism
all we see isn't, color me wisdom

i wanna space where i can breathe
i see so much that i can't see
got everything yet i still need
and think so much that i can't think
can't hear, can't talk, can't get away
shut down
do me the favor

got away, got away with what they said
the king is gone, but is he dead?
wanna roll with the light show
get up and get go with the light show
anyway, unaware, don't look so sad
it may seem dull, but ain't that bad
better roll with the light show
somebody gotta open up that door

color me vision, who am i? ism
all we see isn't, color me wisdom

i wanna space where i can breathe
i see so much that i can't see
got everything yet i still need
and think so much that i can't think

i wanna space where i can breathe
i see so much that i can't see
got everything yet still i need
and think so much that i can't think
it's got it's reach inside of me
i'm feeling something here so deep inside
got everything yet still i need
and think so much that i can't think
can't hear, can't talk, can't anything
shut down
do me the favor

[DETROX] INSPIRED (THE END #5)

CREDITS FOR WRITING DOWN THE LYRICS ON THE NET: AYA

INSPIRED

something i can't explain at all
a trip to source and that's enough
it comes to me, i open up
no words, no thought, so simple

don't even need to be
don't need to wonder why
who needs to see to be opened up and so alive
you find that nobody's home
and yet you're not alone
don't even know yourself
you're going higher

sometimes it makes no sense at all
something so new and faraway
i think i'm down when i'm still up
no hate, no fear, so simple

get so going out of your head
that you don't care where you're at (inspired)
gets so that you don't even know
and could never begin to ask (inspired)
got you spinning out of control
and you got no sense of time
you don't need reason, any reason
higher

get so going out of your mind
that you don't care where you are (inspired)
gets so that you never could know
if you really are near or far (inspired)
don't think 'bout loosing control
you know, you've never been so alive
you don't need reason, any reason
get so going out of your head
that you don't care where you're at (inspired)
gets so that you don't even know
and could never begin to ask (inspired)
got you spinning out of control
and you got no sense of time
you don't need reason, any reason
higher

[DETROX] INTO POWER (THE END #4)

CREDITS FOR WRITING DOWN THE LYRICS ON THE NET: AYA

Into power

you can't get enough
you say you're addicted
what it is
you never give a shit, unsentimental mocking sadness
you can't give it up, you don't wanna miss it
what it is
you go about the biz
and every bit of burning blackness, ohh
you don't care, you don't feel
thought all you needed was a better theory
thought all you needed was a bit of tenure
you pretend, so it ain't real
thought all you needed was a good attorney
thought all you needed was to be misunderstood

you can't get enough and so you get loaded
what it is,
you really wanna kiss the fundamental virgin darkness
you can't get it up and so you exploded
there it is, you're doin' it again
you been a little redneck bad ass, ohh
you don't care, you don't feel
thought all you needed was the military
thought all you needed was a bit of madness
you pretend, so it ain't real
thought all you needed was a different daddy
but all you needed was a better standard fare

you don't care, you don't feel
doing dog eat dog, cryin' poor is me
you pretend, so it ain't real
thought all you needed was a good attorney
thought all you needed was a bit of tenure

you don't care, you don't feel
thought all you needed was the military
thought all you needed was a bit of madness
you pretend, so it ain't real
thought all you needed was a different daddy
but all you needed was a better standard fare

[DETROX] RIDE AN ANGEL (THE END #3)

ride an angel

豪快に前に行 け
いつもお前の前に行け
功を奏していても
どう？こうしていても
一瞬はやけに逡巡と迫る
残像は消して
確か な今を刻んで行くと

I never gonna let you go

ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
yeah!!!!!
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
yeah!!!!!

what’s up?
it’s time to ride

打ちのめされても
うちひしがれても
倒れそうな時も
いつもお 前の前に行け
明日は明日の 風が吹くだろう
さっさと羽根を繕い お前を見せてくれ

I never gonna let you go

ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
yeah!!!!!

ride

what’s up?
it’s time to ride

ohhh, i just wanna ride! ride

ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
yeah!!!!!
常に一切無い 後悔は無い
豪快に胸の鳴る方へ jump

ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
ride, ride,ride, ride, ride an angel
yeah!!!!!
情無き夜に lost my head
you need get real
It’s back to square one

[DETROX] DARK AND LIGHT (THE END #2)

CREDITS FOR WRITING DOWN THE LYRICS ON THE NET: AYA

Dark and Light

don’t get it, so don’t  say you are sorry
don’t  bother, bye bye, i know the story
you got a mighty, mighty,
mighty, mighty, mighty,
mighty fine deal going with mister
time, darkness and the light

you know it gets too dark
and we can't find the way home
too tight and we can't seem to let go
too dark and we can't find the way home
too black and i can't find the way
i gotta know me
no one can show me
too bright and i can't see where i go
too heavy and i'm gonna let go
too bright and i can't see where i go
too right and i can't find the way
i gotta show me
nobody owes me
time, darkness and the light

too much and i break it down
not enough and i'm underground
too lucky, i'm comin' down
comin' down, got me comin' down
no reason, no right or wrong
only shadows to balance on
we go where we're gonna be
you'll remember that i told you
someday
don't do it, no don't say you are sorry
don't bother, bye bye, i heard the story
you got a shiny, shiny, shiny, shiny, shiny,
shiny fine deal going with mister
time, darkness and the light

too much and i break it down
not enough and i'm underground
too lucky, i'm comin' down
comin' down, got me comin' down
no reason, no right or wrong
only shadows to balance on
we go where we're gonna be
you'll remember that i told you
someday

too much and i break it down
not enough and i'm underground
too lucky, i'm comin' down
comin' down, got me comin' down
no reason, no right or wrong
only shadows to balance on
we go where we're gonna be
you'll remember everything

you wanted to come along
and then you hand me a smokin' gun
don't say you didn't
no reason, no right or wrong
gimme a minute
dark and the light goes on
and then i'm in it
cool and i won't hold tight
another minute
but everything has a price
so don't forget it
we go where we're gonna be
you'll remember that i told you
someday 

[DETROX] MUDDY (THE END #1)

CREDITS FOR WRITING DOWN THE LYRICS ON THE NET: AYA

muddy

dead as space, so cold

hazy light against my face

ohh!

thought you're gonna get it

no doubtin', baby

you wanted me

but you're never gonna get my soul

muddy

and it got me thinkin' why?

got me seein' nothin'

when i see your bitter eyes

got me in the middle

caught up in another lie

everything gets fuzzy

when you fake it with a smile

got a healer comin'

gonna open up my eye

never sayin' nothin'

without ever tellin' why

endless muddy in my sky

endless muddy in my life

i don't care

if you don't get it anyway

endless muddy in my day

endless muddy in my night

i don't care

cause you can have it anyway

i'll be leaving tonight

it gets so muddy

gimme back the bottom line

gimme back the pieces

let me get back to my life

gimme back the meaning

gimme back another time

hear what you are saying

but i'll read between the lines

yo! muddy cat, gonna let you go

i gotta give it up or choke

i'm better out of control

a little bit'll kill my mama, so don't,

you better get your own life

i'm never gonna breakdown

endless muddy in my sky

endless muddy in my life

i don't care

if you don't get it anyway

endless muddy in my day

endless muddy in my night

i don't care

cause you can have it anyway

i'll be leaving tonight

endless muddy in my sky

endless muddy in my life

i don't care

if you don't get it anyway

endless muddy in my day

endless muddy in my night

i don't care

cause you can have it anyway

i'll be leaving tonight

endless muddy in my sky

endless muddy in my life

i don't care

if you don't get it

cause i'm goin' anyway

endless muddy in my day

endless muddy in my night

i don't care

cause you can have it anyway

i'm leaving here tonight

yeah!, i'm leaving you tonight

Somehow it's quite difficult to translate from German to Japanese. I have no idea why..but somehow it's hard to deliver the same feelings. I wonder if this translation makes any sense anyway XD
I just found this song on youtube by accident when I was browsing some old Ärzte videos and right in the moment when that line "Es heißt, dass jedes Ende auch ein Anfang wär" appeared I was all done for it. I already had some thoughts about it before the line appeared but that line only remembered me of the same words Hideki said many years ago at SIAM SHADE's final live..that 『終わりは始まり』というsentence. It's the same but the supplement of the words "Doch warum tut es so weh und warum ist es so schwer?" is probably the same thing they felt back then...they just didn't say it.
But this song also made me realize that I am going back and forth.without any proper decision. But maybe I have made my decision but with this decision I always go back I am running in a field of aroused penises  circle.... o_ô Well maybe more time needs to pass.
Anyway I also think for some reason it's an ingenious song..hmm

Nichts In Der Welt

Es ist vorbei und der Himmel ist schwarz, weil die Sonne hier nie wieder scheint

Es ist vorbei, doch ich hoffe, dass das, was uns trennte, uns wieder vereint

もう終わりだ　空が黒い理由は  ここで太陽がもはや輝いてないから

もう終わりだけど 二人分かってるものがいつかまた二人を合わせる希望がある

Es ist vorbei und nichts in der Welt wird es je wieder gutmachen können

Es ist vorbei - wenn ich könnte, dann würde ich vor meinem Leben wegrennen

もう終わりだ　この世でそれを埋め合わせられるものが無い

もう終わりだ  もしできたら俺の人生から逃げるけど

Würd' die Augen verschließen und ich würde probieren

meine Gefühle einfach zu ignorieren

Ich will so kalt sein, dass alle erfrieren

Will mich nie mehr verlieben, um nie mehr zu verliern

もしできたら　目を閉じて

自分の感情を無視してみる

みんなが凍え死ぬほど　冷たくなりたい

もはや負けないように　もはや恋に落ちたくない

Es dauert noch, bis ich begreife, was das heißt:

Es ist vorbei, ich weiß nicht, warum - sag mir, was hab ich falsch gemacht

Es ist vorbei, du hast mein Herz zerfetzt und dir gar nichts dabei gedacht

その言葉が何なのか分かってくるまでは、まだ時間がかかる

もう終わりだ　理由がわからないから　何を間違えたか教えてくれ

もう終わりだ　思いやりのない君は俺の心を引き裂いた

Du bist so grausam - darum liebe ich dich

Obwohl ich doch weiß, dass du nicht gut bist für mich

Meine Gefühle sind an und für sich

lächerlich einfach - und einfach lächerlich

君はとてもひどい　－　だから君を愛してるよ

君の存在が俺に悪いのは知ってるのに

俺の感情は一体バカにシンプルだし、シンプルにバカだ

Weil jeder Gedanke nur um das Eine kreist:

Es ist vorbei, vorbei, vorbei! (x4)

その一つのことしか考えられない

もう終わり、終わり、終わり！

Es ist vorbei, doch idiotischerweise will ich immer noch bei dir sein

Es ist vorbei - und ich will nicht begreifen: Jeder Mensch ist für immer allein

もう終わりだけど　馬鹿ながらに　今でも君のそばにいたい

もう終わりだけど 人間が永遠にそれぞれ一人でいるのは分かりたくない

Liebe ist nur ein Traum, eine Idee und nicht mehr

Tief im Inneren bleibt jeder einsam und leer

Es heißt, dass jedes Ende auch ein Anfang wär

Doch warum tut es so weh und warum ist es so schwer?

愛は夢だけで　アイデアばっかり

心の奥底では　誰も孤独とむなしさのままでいる

終わりも始まりだと言っても

なんでそんなに痛いかな？

なんでそんなに難しいかな？

Ich lasse dich gehen, auch wenn es mich zerreißt

壊れても 君を行かせてあげよう

Es ist vorbei, vorbei, vorbei! (x4)

もう終わり、終わり、終わり！

Es ist vorbei und nichts in der Welt wird es je wieder gutmachen können

もう終わりだ　この世でそれを埋め合わせられるものが無いよ

突然機嫌がまた....変わってしまった.....

時々そんな機嫌変わりが.....めんどい。たまに去年栄喜が言ってくれた言葉が気になる...

『それから、俺の初めて出来たドイツ人の友達だからね
これからも、ながくよろしくな。』と...

友達？友達？そんなに簡単に『友達』と呼ばれた？なにそれ....友達じゃないんだ。
友情とは何？私には友情は深い繋がりで、何があっても、お互い助ける絆。
まぁもしかしたら、私が間違うかも...とにかく、私が間違った瞬間はいろいろあった。
でも『ファン』を『友達』と比べて、すごく違っている意味だね。
 ファンから自然に友達になるのは無理だ。
ファンの態度も友達のと違うんじゃん？ 何年もファンだから、ボタンを押しても、態度をすぐに変えられない。本当かうそか知らないが、栄喜はちょっと純情な心を持ってる人かも...やさしい人だが、一方その親切に付け込む人もいると思う。後悔するんだ。親切に付け込んだことがないけれど、軽率なこと沢山しちゃった...でも私は自分の幸せをみんなで分けるのは間違うかな？その分、私も純情な心を持ってるかな？だから、『こわい人』のように見えるかな？
確かに、日本人の考え方は外国人のと違うと思う。 たとえば人のブログから写真を他で載せることは、外国人から見ると、普通の行動ですが、日本人から見ると、犯罪ですね。
栄喜のボイスから写真を他で載すのは犯罪だということって、わかるけど。それは特別なブログだからね。

まぁ、確かに私はちょっとおかしい人かも.... それなのに、けして悪意を抱く人間じゃない。
残念なことに、いろいろあったから、　栄喜について、機嫌によって、感じが変わっていく。人間的なことでしょう？友達に対しても、たまにそんな感じがある...愛憎という感じ？でも憎さはすごく強い言葉ですね。そして憎さを感じるとき、『ちょっとまって、間違うよ。いろいろ愛を注ぐ瞬間を贈ってくれたので、絶対憎さが無いよ。』という感じになる...
結局、憎さが憎さに変装した愛ばっかりと信じる。憎さは無関心の第一段階でしょう？
誰かに傷ついた後、いやな気持ちを生むのは人間っぽい...防衛機制？ まぁ人間がわからないし、理想な人間がどこにいるか知らない...今まで会えたことないと思う。いつか会えるのかな？

むーむーむ、眠い.... おやすみ...

Looks like someone got fat here HAHAHA

credits: http://ameblo.jp/tsuyoshix/

look at this belly *pokes it* (・∀・)/

Instead of drinking beer and vegetating in your studio you should go jogging! That's my wish lol
Naaah...it's fine like this..you were skinny your whole life..so you can be chubby at your age now. :D

なにあっても、栄喜パパの丸い腹も好きだ♡　撫でたいｗｗｗｗｗｗ

Watching Rach der Restauranttester again and I somehow got hungry. I could do linseneintopf...but it's too much for one person D:  On the other hand I already had one slice of bread some hours ago. Probably I am not even hungry but only bored..so I will kill the mandarine!

What a combination XD

Anyway I tried to update my blog a little bit with old entries unfortunately I updated so much that now a cacha appears everytime I wanna post something...for 24hours >_< so I feel like not wanting to update  old entries anymore~~~ Aaaah dramatic Laruku song is running on my winamp XD

I at least wish i had some snow but I could imagine that as soon as I had snow I would get angry like "FUCK YOU SNOW! GO AWAY!" etc...hahaha XD so far I also did not much today..maybe I am going to pack my bags again so that I don't have to do it this afternoon...I am not in the mood to pack at all usually...but it doesn't take long...so I ended up packing and ate bread again and made a chai latte with honey.

 onomnomnomnom (・∀・)/ 

and then I also saw my Eito bag at the door and noticed the pic is slowly getting worn out D;
Although I think I only washed it twice ;__;

それなのにエイトレンジャーが大好き！♥

うわぁもんじゃいビートを聴きたくなった！

After all I can combine fandoms pretty well XDD
ふぅうー！以上！

Doci x Counti - Wie immer über Hideki LOL XD

Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: frag mich wann endlich hideki in meinem lj vorkommt
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: irgendwann muss er doch mal erscheinen
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: 2008 oder so o.o
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: ja da sicherlich
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: aber davor muss er doch uch mal erscheinen T_T
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: bisher kommt da noch nich mal kanjani vor
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: xD doci stalkt hideki erst ein paar jahre o.o
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: ich weiß
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: aber doci mag hideki ja schon länger
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: eigentlich seit sie ihm das erste mal in dem anime booklet gesehen hat 2004
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: aber dann hat doci ihn vergessen xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und siam shade uch
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: wer hätte gedacht dass ich soweit komme
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: bis nach japan und zurück
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: aber doci fand den zeitunterschied in japan blöd
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: zum glück ist olivia zu counti gekommen und nicht andersrum XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: war immer kacke dann mit euch zu schreiben
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: weil ich nie wahrhaben wollte dass es in deutschland 7 stunden früher is
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XDDDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: aber mein laptop meinte dass es so ist..also muss es ja wahr gewesen sein
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: xDDDDDDDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: schön für counti
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: vllt kommt ja hideki uch irgendwann zu mir T_T
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: das beste wäre: ich flieg wieder nächsten monat nach rumänien und hab 5 tage aufenthalt in deutschland. wollen wir uns treffen?"
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und ich so: ich muss bestimmt arbeiten o__o sorry
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: dann kommt als antwort nur: sou desu ne...wakarimashita. gomen nasai..."
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und dann geht der krieg wieder los mit: ES IS NICH SO DASS ICH DICH NICH TREFFEN WILL. ICH BIN HALT NUR BESCHÄFTIGT!"
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: dann spielt er doci und ich hideki XD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDDDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: mit sicherheit
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: naja doci o.o counti geht ins bett. scheiß arbeit xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: "aber ich kann dir ne freundin schicken die meine 1500yen jahresgebühr hat. du kannst sie um 18.30 am bahnhof in hamburg treffen!"
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und dann steht counti da ne halbe stunde länger xDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und dann schickt counti ihm 500 messages
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: bzw doci
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und doci hideki
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xDDDDDDDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: counti spamt dann doci auf ihrem iphone
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: jo XDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: counti macht dann all das mit hideki was doci schon immer machen wollte
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: wie bier trinken, sausages essen....
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDDDD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: riesenrad fahren
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: alles was nich sexuell ist
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und dann kauft hideki counti sushi und bubble tea. weil counti so lang warten musste
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: xDDDDD ja
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und für doci calpis!
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und am ende erzählt counti doci wie toll das war und das hideki voll nett ist xD und doci weint dann
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: vor freude xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: Ja weil Hideki counti ganz plötzlich umarmt ha
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und counti war so gerührt
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: aber dann sagt counti, das sie lieber olivia umarmen will xD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und meint dann per iphone zu doci: hideki riecht nur nach seife....
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und dann bricht es hidekis herz o.o
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDD ja
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: oder counti sagt wie michi zu sozi: und du hideki riechst wie sie!
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XD
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und hideki sagt: das liegt daran dass ich vor paar wochen mit ihr sex hatte!
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: und counti sagt: NOOOOES OLIVIA IS LESBISCH DAS KANN NICH SEIN!
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: XDDDDDDDDDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und dann ertränkt counti hideki in der elbe
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: o.o
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: NEIN!
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: aber erst zwingt sie ihn, ihr all seine geheimzahlen und pins zu geben und all sein geld o.o und sein flugticket auf countis namen umschreiben zu lassen... damit counti olivia zur rede stellen kann
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: NIEMALS!
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xDDDD
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: o.o hideki kann eh nich ertrinken
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: der schwimmt immer oben
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: genau so machst du das
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: wegen dem botox
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: so wie gackt
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: hideki hat kein botox T_T
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: aber gackt is mit helium gefüllt
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: der brauch kein flugticket
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: o.o
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: xDDDD d
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: der fliegt uch von alleene
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: und dann fliegt doci mit nach japan o.o also mit counti. und von hidekis geld shoppen sie dann ganz viel calpis und ramune o.o und lassen es alles uff seine kosten nach deutschland schicken.
Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: XDDDD ohja
♔ T w i t t e r P r i n c e ♕: aber dann findet doci bestimmt hidekis pornos in seiner wohnung und sieht, das er auf alle köpfe von frauen das eine foto von doci geklebt hat

何か書きたいが....まずはトイレへ......ちょっとまってね！

ただいま！(°_°)
トイレに座ったときに、なんとなくビール飲みたくなっちゃった！某写真のせいですね！！ でも栄喜が写真を他で載せないでねって言ったから、いい子に振舞ってみたい。
でもその写真見たとき、あら栄喜の髪の色が金髪じゃないが、 ビールの色みたいんじゃん！！と気づいた（笑） (￣ー￣)　本当にうれしかったｗｗ

でも、彼は俺が出る場所には女性がいなくなったと思っている理由を知らないよ。(O_o)
 まぁ.... 結局、『スマスマには出ないよ！！』と言われなかったので、確かにスマスマ出るでしょう！

そして、昨日からまたSUIKODEN TIERKREISにうっとりとするようになった！ やっぱり、ゲーマーなんだよね(・∀・)/ 　残念なことに、料理できるフィーチャーがなくて悲しい（＞３＜）　幻想水滸伝IIにはあったね.....幻想水滸伝IIってNDSでやりたい！！無いけど...........(´；ω；`)

ところで、休みなのにRｘJって今まで見続けなかった......そんなに大変じゃないけど...(´・ｪ・｀)

あぁ！そうですね！！CAMINOのHAYATOさんにいいことを教えてくれた！ホットカルピスがある！！
いつか絶対飲んでみたい( ・ω・)∩

話が変わりますが、 最近なんかFACEBOOKがむかつくんや！！ちゃんとわからないけど、気持ち悪い...(　´Д｀) FBとかTWITTERとかTUMBLRのせいで方々がブログに書くのを止めたね...友達のブログを読んだのがあまりに好きだったのに、そのサービスのせいで、人のブログが死にそうになっちゃった....私のlivejournalブログもTWITTERのせいで死んだ。ちょっと後悔を感じるが、だからこそ、Bloggerで新しいブログ始めた(^o^)/ 　今でもLJのARCHIVEをbloggerにコピー中！LJで２００５年からブログしたから、書き入れがすごく多い.....1317つ！ショッキングΣ(ﾟДﾟ)

おぉ何か思い出した....
先日、仕事の同僚が『明日からあなたは休みですね。火曜日、夕食にお誘いしたかったのに...』と言ってくれた....(>_<) その男は本当にだめな男だ。いつもいつも彼のSEXの物語なんて語ってくれてむかつく。そう、夕食のオファーを受け入れたら、確かに手を尽くして私のことをSEXする為に口説き落とすやつだ。キモイっす（；＿；）
栄喜パパ、助けーてー！！そのやつをボコってください！(･∀･)

うわぁああすげぇすでに８時に近く！おやすみ(σ￣ー￣)σ

Anime top 20 part 4 (Rank 5 - 1)

Zielgerade!! Finally! Yaaaaaay !!!

Now it's getting the most interesting....well it doesn't XDD AAAAAH MISSED WATCHING UNTER UNS AGAIN! FUCK IT! >_< well it could be worse hahaha XD

Rank 5 - Tegami Bachi (+ Reverse)

Tegami Bachi was awesome! I don't know why...in the beginning the story sounds not that exciting but it somehow get's more complexed...and I got into it after my dearest Gauche disappeared and came back as a "bad guy" XD The most beautiful part of the anime was the colour scheme..always blue, violet and sparkly..all the time. It felt like in another universe..well it was but I thought it's really awesomely made ♥　Also I think both seasons were on same lvl although the second season was maybe a little bit more exciting ^^;

 Favourite opening of the series without reasons. The opening songs were quite weak compared to other animes I think T_T

Rank 4 - Neon Genesis Evangelion

Probably one of the most complicated Animes I ever saw. I remember when I was like 11 years old my best buddy was watching it and I was only watching some parts of it but didn't like it...all I have seen on the surface was stupid mecha fighting against some weird monsters...hahaha

and it all seemed so complicated to me that it wasn't likeable. XD
So last year I decided to try it out again and I must admit I enjoyed it even so I thought 

it's still extremely complicated and to understand everything you probably need to watch it at least 2 times...but didn't like the ending of the series much. I think the movie "the end of evangelion" gives a better alternative ending which makes more sense...or let's rather say..it shows more action o,o
So far so good...but I also think the NGE opening is has one of the best opening songs :D
I already liked this song when I was 11 coz my buddy gave me a mixed cd with many songs and tracks from NGE. :D So my 3 favourite tracks are the following ones

Rank 3 - Rainbow ~ Nisha Rokubou no Shichinin

Extremely awesome anime! It seriously deserves rank 3. Also only watched that last year but

gulped it down with joy like I do with my favourite yoghurt..haha

The story was different from all animes I watched so far...nothing with monsters or mecha...no fantasy...but just the evil human as foe. Although it's obviously visible who are the bad guys and who are the good guys. lol And the animation is quite manly. And it's a little bit violent at times...and I think it was the second episode when I thought..I can't continue watching it...pedophile shit it made me almost vomit...but it didn't got any worse..so I continued watching it happily. Mario and Anchan ♡

Rank 2 - Pandora Hearts

Don't remember when I watched Pandora Hearts..I think in 2010. Falling in love with Gilbert right away ♥　No no I actually love it a lot. Maybe it's because Square Enix also had their dirty hands in this? XD Naah I am not a fan of Kuroshitsuji on the other hand. But Pandora Hearts is the LOVE

but I am sad there probably won't be a season 2 although the manga is still ongoing. I wonder why it's always the stuff I like which doesn't get a season 2 or something...*sobs* (T~T)

Rank 1 - The Rose of Versailles

I saw it coming because Ossi is forever awesome and the plot was so entertaining I couldn't even!

Well actually it's only the french revolution XDDD But I love european history related Animes. I suck..lol Naah seriously it was quite touching and the drawing style is quite unique...well it's old but who cares...and now I don't even know anymore what to say about it because I was fangirling about it a lot with Ha-chan..well we do often since we are still waiting in anticipation for this new anime movie which already should be aired since 2009. I don't know what happened to the movie *sobs* T_T

Wuuuh long entry..now I need a new coffee XD

Anime top 20 part 3 (Rank 10 - 6)

And the saga goes on!!! Wuuh now it's getting more exciting ö_Ö Actually it doesn't coz my taste for Animes is so weird you can't even see a pattern.....okay there is a pattern...old, older..the oldest..but I can't do anything against my love for my childhood animes XD

Rank 10 - Attack No. 1

Mila kann lachen wie die Schwalben überm Fujiyama~~~~♬　Ja bitch!! I never met a more arrogant girl in anime..mrs. "I am going to be perfect"...even so I pretty much enjoyed it when I was a kid...and I was almost feeling sad for her when they deicded to amputate her leg...well they didn't but it was a shocking moment in anime times...how can they be so cruel and even think of amputating HER leg! Man I was only 5 years or something and already had to deal with such brutal things in Animes. Poor me.
Well even so tsutomu's death was shocking for me when I was a brat. Seriously again the question..how could they kill off a character?

Rank 9 - Lady Georgie

Only some years later like...hmm 10 years later when I got internet and rechecked clips on the Internet I have come to realize that this anime was pretty much a softporn. Well not that much p0rn but quite lusty with 3 horny guys all wanting the blond chick...not even thinking about how Lowel is one of the most awesome drunkards I have seen at the end of an anime. What a diva...not even likeable..but I never liked him. I was always shipping Abel x Georgie...even when I was 8 years old XDDDD
Actually I think for the nice oldfashioned weird romantic plot it deserved some ranks higher. You will understand why after the next 3 ranks..but I think it didn't influence me that much so there was no point in ranking it higher.

 

Rank 8 - Ganbare Kickers

Probably a low budget series..I mean a soccer match had always the same sequences...when they were dribbling and passing the ball to each other but even so it was one of the animes who influenced me the most. And somehow the problems which occured in there were comprehensible for me as a 7 year old kid. XD Kids problems are serious business. Get that! Also I love the soundtrack even today..although the melodies are so simple..but even so they are so nostalgic and always make me feel upper happy..or upper depressive..depends on the track...but it really influences my mood at any rate.

Rank 7 - Junjou Romantica

Sometimes I also need some homoaction in my life...at least on screen..and this was probably one of those series which I was "eating" like chocolate. Can't say much about it here though. All I know is..I never get the ukes and this reminds me that for some reasons I didn't finish watching the second season of sekaiichi hatsukoi...same mangaka but somehow same character pattern as always. these "no I dont want sex no"-ukes are seriously annoying sometimes. o_ô

Rank 6 - Digimon (Season I and II)

Another childhood burner...I remember the moment when I saw the first episode and was thinking right away "I love this!! I need to continue watching it!" and it was also the first anime which made me feel really empty and sad when the second 2 came to an ending because that ending made sure that there won't be another season with those kids..because they've become adults. Really sad thing...yeah T_T
Another thing I love to no end about digimon are the soundtracks...the original songs by Kouji Wada..and the german soundtracks are also awesome. I remember a time when I was listening to the german soundtracks all day long hahaha I especially liked to listen to those in summer while sitting on my windowsill...I think I looked rather emo than happy HAHAHA well...who cares I enjoyed it XD

どう考えてもそんなことはあまり構わないよ

普段栄喜のサイバーストーカー見えたんですけど、（笑）
最近は、あまりかまわないよ。
誕生日もなんか忘れちゃった。いや、忘れなかったんだが、なんか『誕生日は誕生日だけ？特別なことじゃねぇよ....それに私には関係ないよ。』と思って、BBSにも『お誕生日おめでとう』なんて書きたくなかった。４０歳になれば、幸せより憂うつの方を感じる瞬間だと思う。
でも、自分が４０歳になるまで、あと１６年！（笑）ラッキー！
本気な真実は、興醒めたような感じがする。マスマス飽きれちゃった、本当だ。

お金のせいでスマスマに出るなら、すげぇ気持ち悪い。
まぁ、また、それは....私には関係ないよね。好きにしてよ。

そして！！
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