[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-26 / 10:44:05

2012-05-26 / 10:44:05
Title: Refreshed. 

Finally I was able to sleep without thinking about time. Now I feel refreshed.
The extra live is also SOLD OUT. 
Thank you. 
All the profit I will gain through the extra live,
I will donate it to the live station for the musicians of tomorrow and for the development of the station.
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu.
At any rate, what I think from the bottom of my heart, regarding everything is
"If you forgot about the entrance, there won't be an exit."
Why am I needed as a musician right now?
At times when I forgot the feeling where that entrance is and also forgot the reason why I came here this far,
I was suffering and struggling against myself because I didn't know anymore what I am,
at the time when I lost the reason why I came this far and lost the feeling for this "entrance".
If I think about it now, long time ago I also wrote in my blog "I will quit music".
The answer I have found back then and now is,
"If you forgot about the entrance, there won't be an exit"
At the time when I was busy with myself, I was thinking and telling myself "now I will spend time for myself only"
But afterwards, I heard a lot of rumours and regretted a lot.
Although it's also thanks to that person that I am doing music, 
even if that was unbearable, 
I asked myself why I didn't even try it.
Now, I am able to sing, without feeling regrets just when I live true to myself,
but there's a deeper meaning towards "not feeling regrets".
I will sing about that on my next album, so please try to get it from there.
Well, today I am going  to listen to the songs of the queen of ROCK and to JOE-san's Drums. 
Until then, of course I will exercise.
I think you won't be able to meet me anywhere except in live halls.
It's because I am trying to avoid crowds and change places quickly.
Even so sometimes I meet people  by accident and get requests to shake hands but,
apart from the SHIBUYA MAC incident, it's 100% requests by boys only.
Why?

Bye!

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That douchebag called my sister's hubby.

Seriously my own life is not exciting lately either.
It's the usual thing. Less freetime, much work, a lot of travelling from A to B and B to A.
Well now I have 3 days off....chilling :D

Anyway what made me shock today is the fact that my sister's hubby is such an idiot.
You know on thursday evening my mum wrote a message to my sister and the hubby of my sister wrote it.
Actually she wrote something kind of ...harmless?
She just wrote that she wants to have breakfast with a grand-child(ren) on friday..so she invited them and my sister to come for breakfast indirectly...
but since she didn't write the name of my sister's hubby he's all pissed off. lol acting like a child.
I know well that my mum needs a lot of time to write a message on the cellphone and she also says so by herself that this wasn't her intention at all but wtf
I don't get him...
Well my mum is not to be blamed so there is no reason for her to apologize either.
Also if I am honest, it might be only me but I don't need him in my life.
I don't need people who bring trouble and an unpleasent athmosphere into my family. He's definitely not part of my family. no no..you don't need to think "But he's the husband of your sister!" I know that but I also know that my sister isn't as happy as she should be. She also has troublesome times with him..
His behaviour is also pretty annoying to her and to us, sometimes.
Immature, bitterly jealous, mean, lazy...well I am used to the fact that my sister always ends up with the wrong guys but this guy is pretty one of the worst she had so far, speaking of his attitude towards anything.
Actually, I shouldnt talk like this about him here maybe but it's also my business because in the end he's also part of my life even if I don't want to.
If he was a nice guy, I would probably be glad that he is, but as things are now, I am not.

Well people in general seem weird to me.
Just recently I realized that it's easier to see flaws and individuality regarding personality.
This makes it even harder for me to become friends or something with people.
Some of them might be nice but on the other hand they have this kind of attitude which is unlikeable and troublesome to me which doesn't make me want to get closer to them.
Well it's probably also because I feel like having the time to deal with anything which is a potential trouble-maker in my life right now.
Life is stressful enough, so I want to keep trouble and more stress regarding time as low as possible.

And oh regarding Hideki's ameblo.
I am working on it. It's just that I wasn't home and didn't have time to update the latest 5 entries...also because they are kinda larger entries.....
But I can already give keywords what they are about: Polygamy, Sumo, Solar Eclipse, Rehearsal stress..well that's mainly about it.

I am off...goodnight xD

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-25 / 13:14:01

2012-05-25 / 13:14:01

Title: Hello.
My voice my voice  ♪ revived properly.
I think these days it's uncommon to put leeks around your neck (laughs) [1]
Ah right!! Yesterday when I went to the rehearsal
I met the drummer Nagai by accident!!
I know he's living close to me but finally I was able to meet him.
Also it's a long time ago,
but when I entered a ramen shop, there was the professional wrestler Tenzan eating ramen.
There were a lot of free seats but I decided to sit on the seat next to him and then we ate together.
Of course that's only my own impression.
Also tomorrow the normal sale for the extra concert will start.
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu.

Bye!

~~~LIVE INFO BLAHBLAH~

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[1] It is/was a tradition in Japan to put a leeks bandage around your neck when you have a throat cold that's why he's probably talking about leeks xD

With Drummer Nagai he probably means the drummer of Glay. 

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-24 / 20:04:36

2012-05-24 / 20:04:36

Title: My voice is husky

My voice is husky.
Today Junpei and Aki came to help me to put the hardware in the hall.
Junpei was 20 when I met him for the first time, but now he's already 27.
Aki is 22. He's also singing very well.
Aki came to me with the request to become a roadie for me back then
but when I attempted to refuse him, I noticed that he also graduated from Setagaya Gakuen.
This made me think that we also have something in common....I think I already know him for roughly 2 years?
Right now I feel saved.
What I mean is, 
my boss contacted me
and told me that an awesome person will mix my album.
I didn't think at all that it turns out like this but
the time that my efforts are rewarded has surely come.
Speaking of music the melody and lyrics are naturally important
but the MIX is also important on the same level.
That's why I am giving my best.
Thanks to that, the possibility, to give an awesome sound to everyone, 
has become bigger again. 
There are things I have to do. See you!!

Bye!

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[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-24 / 11:55:42

2012-05-24 / 11:55:42
Title: Morning!

Today I had more time for rehearsal
so I will easily get ready!
Of course I already have all of the songs on my mind.
aah~ There is nothing to be afraid of~~~~~!
Assuming,
that it turns out to be too cool, what should I do....
I can't marry everyone.....
Unfortunately I only have one pair of lips.
That's a sin.
In the society, two-timers are bashed....
Speaking of Seibu's Wakui, although he's single, he was demoted to the second team.
Will I be demoted to the 600th team?
Do I also have 600 lovers at the same time?
Such a thing doesn't exist I guess...
Well, I will come along seriously.

Bye.

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Sometimes Hideki talks about a lot of shit no one can follow and understand...lol =_=

I tried to find something about Seibu's Wakui..a baseball player..but I can't remember if I was right. I think he was playing in 2 teams at the same time which became an issue.

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-23 / 03:33:29

2012-05-23 / 03:33:29

Title: Finished!

Finished!!
Like this I can start tomorrow's (today's) rehearsal without problems.
Indeed I am tired and the inside of my ear hurts.
Ah~ but I don't care about that....
This time it was quite troublesome but I feel a sense of accomplishment.

Well that's how it is with everything.

Different topic but, I was really moved about Kyokutenhou's victory.

Earlier, Kyokutenhou appeared on TV.

His Japanese doesn't feel strange although he's originally from Mongolia

but what's the most impressive is that he is pretty funny. (laughs)
That's why I only supported Kokutenho.
That person is probably also nice towards his pupils. 

That's what I thought while watching it.
You know after he won, all people around him were cryinng loudly.
Seeing that scene on 1-SEG in a restaurant, made me also cry loudly there.
It seemed to me that also those people in the hall, supported kyokutenhou more than the other japanese rikishi.

Are there people here, who watch sumo....?
The next lines are about some solar eclipse I didn't experience! 

Did you all see it?
I personally didn't care at all for it and wasn't even in the mood to open the curtains.
Well, how was it?
Was it beautiful? Didn't it end with "Ah~ it's overlapping"?
I guess at this point, lovers couldn't hold back

getting romantic.
Well that's good.

Well maybe.....

Maybe on stage Wuchy's and Youth-K's faces will also overlap...?

Bye!

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[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-22 / 14:31:05

2012-05-22 / 14:31:05

Title: It's wrong it's wong it's not like that not like that ♪

It's wrong (laughs).
I am persistent because I have to write the song, record the chorus and create

the data of the concert until the rehearsal will start tomorrow!

I have to do it and afterwards Dracula will go to bed!

But honestly speaking I already finished that one song's lyrics, 

that's why I will start recording the chorus now!

By the way, earlier I went to the combini and bought a new energy drink there.
Already drank it up and I must say that this one is bigger and more delicious than red bull.
Eeh? It's not a joke or something. 
Ah right. Earlier I also received a mail by god and he told me
"Hideki! The Kanji for douki isn't 同機. It is 同期!"
I have to write it correctly, right.
But? Why do Kanji exist?
I am already satisfied with Hiragana.
In fact, the time I used to learn for a kanji test,
I could have used to produce a whole album!
...Sorry.
I was lying at this point.
I always met my friend

but he wasn't able to study either, so

we didn't teach each other anything but instead we started a catch ball tournament

in the middle of the night and all I remember is just

that I said "Can't they grade this ball instead of the test..."
In the end, out of 223 people, we both always vied for rank 222 and 223.
Naah! 雄大!

I have said it (laughs).
You might as well wanting to hear this guy's full name. It's Yamashita 雄大(laughs).

It's extremely laughable.
But in those moments when I thought "Hooray! I got one rank higher"
It was for sure that I only switched the rank with 雄大 (laughs)
We two are some amusing guys.
Ah~, we were just too stupid but cool in a weird(wrong) way.
You can't play catch (ball) seriously in the night before the exams!!
Sah, I think I am going to sing now!

Bye!

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雄大 - Don't know what is his right name because 雄大 can be read as yuudai, yuta, takehiro etc...lol

[Hideki's ameblo] 2012-05-22 / 02:28:56

2012-05-22 / 02:28:56

Title: staying up all night after a long time

I am tired.
Finally I finished the lyrics of one song to the end.
Now I only need to sing it and then Synchronize the data.
Today I heard something good about recording so I will give my best without putting that aside.

Bye!


Will add the link to the original entry later. It's pain via iphone xD