声に...

Even though I already spammed twitter with it, I do it here again because I am quite surprised.
I just started watching　”裏切りは僕の名前を知っている”　Well honestly I didn't even finish the opening yet because it made me upset somehow.
Well not upset in a negative connections. It's like I somehow liked the vocals voice..but also wondered who he is since his voice was somehow familar to me. When I looked at the japanese Wikipedia to look who's singing it...well without checking who's RAYFLOWER I typed it in Youtube and found the half PV and then..I looked at it..and then..."NO WAY IT'S NOT HIM AGAIN. WHY IT'S HIM!"
I went to wikipedia right away and looked who are the band members..and once again...i was right...it's the EX-WAIVE vocal.
He's chasing me everywhere, really...Strobo...and then he was like in 2 other bands..and then...I read just some weeks ago there is a WAIVE reunion. So I am really shocked..how can he be in RAYFLOWER then. o_o

Well then I had the next shock because they have SAKURA (early EX-Larc) on drums. XDDD  Why does Sakura join them I wonder..lol
The shocking continued when I read IKUO as guitar..who is in still in BULLZEICHEN88 together with Junji *__* <3
After that the next shock came with YUKI (Ex-Dustar/ Aucifer) wasn't it like that Aucifer planned a reunion too?? XD
Well last shock then was the keyboarder EX-SOPHIA. Hideki just wrote recently about him that he should fight for his life coz he has cancer or something.

Well you probably don't really get my shock, you probably don't even know all those people but I find it just surprising that all those people are somehow connected with eachother. Like it's indirectly again a connection between Hideki and Junji <3 Not only that but I really liked 2 Waive songs ö___ö PLACE is my favourite..well it was already 6 years ago. XDD
That band somehow gives me nostalgia with those bandmembers. XD

Takayukisan has black nails. He tries to be evill...but I know that he fails..he's not really evil at all oô because he uses totally manly smileys like (´∀｀)  in his blog xD  but he can't beat Junji..Junji has the cutest smileys of all o(･∀･)o ..well Daita also has them..but when daita uses them it seems gay to me XDDD
In the past I always called Takayuki "Schilo" because he has a slight squint xD

Diese Welt..

sie macht mich mal wieder unglaublich krank.
Dieser graue Alltag, den einige an den Tag legen, ist wirklich belastend.
Nun ja, ich bin weit davon entfernt einen interessanten Alltag zu haben aber das liegt einfach nur daran, dass mir die Möglichkeiten fehlen.
Es gibt Dinge, die man oft nicht so schnell ändern kann.
Um dem  grauen Alltag zu entfliehen muss ich wohl diesen Ort verlassen. in ein neues Abenteuer das man dennoch mit Vorsicht genießen sollte

Latest Hideki pics on mixi found LOL

Well Geo found it..anyway its form 2007..but I somehow found it funny...the fun fact is..how small that other guy whoever he is looks like next to him XDDDDD

Thinking of that...It's TIM on the right *__* the Hideki x Tim love existed even then! It's not a dead shipping XD

but that guy is really small.:I wonder how tall he is o_o he must be even smaller than myself...about..I don't know...1,60m or something probably :O  anyway..sorry for the rant. I don't bring much colour to your flist XD

And I noticed that the kpop period on my flist also stopped some months ago. It's like back then there were everyday spams about them..but now...it's like no one is spamming anything anymore. People got tired of livejournal maybe. But don't worry..I will continue spamming you with my delusional fangirl shit :D

Which reminds me of. Siam Shade finally overtook Kanjani in my last fm. I never thought it would happen. Of course that doesn't mean anything in particular. Somehow it feels this will be a sad Kanjani year but I am not whining no. It's like..I can even fangirl about "dead" bands so even if there is not much happening..it's okay. There is still everyday stuff which you can fangirl about..even if it means..search deeeeeply

Hideki & Arashi on one screen...too good to be true

but...

as you see it happened....arashi look so...young xDDDD
okay they were young...they really look like brats...

Music station 2000...wahaha XD

Now I could even write SS x Arashi smut but I don't want to..how could I mix a 17year old matsujun with a 28year old Hideki @.@
Such moments are those when I realize I was born at the wrong time. Me and my brother should have swapped ..then I would be 34 by now already...lols..although I am not sure if I want to be 34 already D: but this makes me  a musume-chan! T_T
Hideki could be my father ...a young father but still not impossible...
38 - 22 = 16year old  ...it's a fathercomplex, I tell you  XD

怪物

Yes those are moments when I think I should believe him when he says he's a monster.

I still don't think he is one but I don't want to face his angry self. It's frightening somehow T_T

Lalalala ❤

:D Yes I am easy to handle like this XD
Didn't you know..HD is overrated. Such lousy tv streams and LQ is so nostalgic anyway.
It really lower's your standards. (I am just trying to lower my standards as well so that I am not too disappointed everytime xD)

I think I need more Hideki gifs ppfff o__o
His cheekbones are so wonderful when he's smiling :D

Today I will go the vet with my stepsis. Our guinea pigs are sick..it seems they have mites >__<
Seems like it wasn't as we expected..poor Pischty is always scratching herself ;_;

Waaah have a Dark & Light Earworm..just because of Youth-Ks videos! Darkness and the Liiiight~~~
But yeah you know already that my heart is actually beating for good made rockmusic. Well "good" is subjective xD
Speaking of which, Junpei and Hideki in Acid was an awesome combination. The only not so awesome thing is that Junpei sometimes sounded pretty Hidekish..which lead sometimes to confusion. But usually I know who sings which part..so...

Well the minority of my flist does understand what I talk about XD
People like...aya_mcdonald , bloody_train  ,  geochan  & luna_detrox  lol I just noticed Luna has Hideki's big bad wolf as icon XD Somehow I just noticed right now..that it's probably a wolf. Though I don't know till today what is the other thing on his left arm..a dog?
Well in his case, I think it's a cat but it does look like a dog o_O But I must admit that's probably my least favourite tattoo...but yeah..it was a sin of his youth or something..oh god and while searching for the real thing..I mean to find out what it was I found something totally funny XDD Well its not funny for everyone probably only for me. So better don't click it anyway. The fun fact inside which made me laugh was..that he looked like a giant on that little bike...and then had cats hair all over his dark shirt..hahaha 11cats he had back then..O_____o Then it was that time I guess...

Anyway I will never get why people sell what they loved before for a long time. Why did they buy it in the beginning?
It doesn't make sense to me. I want the Siam Shade Perfect Collection '___'  Haha just kidding. I couldn't achieve and it's not purchasable anymore anyway >-<  nah not that expensive..177euro only..for 10 albums thats it's a good price o.ô I think tappaja and Aya have it. Lucky! T_T
Ah I will just shut my mouth now and will rest a little bit...I need some other hobbies in life. My mind is all over fandom. It might be a defense response. Well but that's what I enjoy the most somehow...:(

I will never recover after...

read what Hideki's erogenous zone is. NEVER
I mean..yeah probably it's the erogenous part of every man but seeing it written down is...aaah
ヤバイ！　>_<  めっちゃ恥ずかしくなっちゃった！！　裏筋とはそういうモノじゃないなぁ！って思った。やっぱりそういう意味がある、、、なんかきもい。 治るためにどうすればいいのかな、、

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＞＜ まぁ、１０年前だったね、、ファンページで！
今も答えは同じのかな、、、いや、絶対いやっす！

以上！　ｍ（＿　＿）ｍ

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