10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 5

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Getting along well with my collegues and do everything right >__<
2. Getting the fucking driver licence so that this nightmare comes to an end
3. A SIAM SHADE REUNION <3 <3 <3 but that wish probably will never come true...tze
4. Seeing Hideki at least once in my life live on stage oô
5. Surviving the next 2 1/2 years as well
6. Stay healthy
7. Hope my family stays healthy as well
8. Having less stress and air to breathe (which is probably not possible unless I give up everything XD)
9. Money? Well money is always useful ..LOL
10. Sex with Hideki I don't know any more wishes o__o;

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 4

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

10 Things to one person only? Really hard isn't it..let's see. XD

1. Thanks for being there for me when I am down..although I know you don't realize that I am glad that you are there for me.
2. Sometimes it makes me sad though that you ignore me
3. Thanks for always making me laugh with your words
4. I wonder what I am for you? Am I something special for you? I don't think so but that's okay.
5. Don't you sometimes feel tired about your life and lifestyle? But then again..I am not much that different from you.
6. I want that your wish comes true although I don't know what your dream is and where are you heading to.
7. I don't want to lose you, coz you are so precious to me. 
8. I sometimes hate how you are so ridiculous and stubborn although I admire that you go your own way without being scared of failing.
9. I wonder what my life would look like if I didn't meet you.. but probably it would be the same because there would be someone else as your replacement? However..I don't want to imagine and as long as you are there...it doesn't even make sense.
10. Keep going your own way and I will follow.

Jesus, is it obvious who I mean? I don't think so but it's good like this. :D
And no I won't allow quizzing..it should stay a secret.

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 3

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Spiders
2. Licorice
3. malicious gossip
4. getting ignored
5. too less sleep
6. driving
7. german assi tv
8. sometimes my mum coz she never encouraged me once in my life with stuff like "You will make it!" instead it was discouraging
9. my messiness I am not able to keep my room clean. It always looks horrible after some days..or hours...
10. the unknown future

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 2

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Siam Shade (I think it's the one thing I love the most xD sounds sad but I just love them too much)
2. My family (even though they can be disturbing sometimes)
3. Japanese (Though I think I won't ever be able to understand it perfectly XDD)
4. Coffee (I can't explain but I drink it like water...but it has no effect on me anymore uhm XD)
5. Translating (I don't know..it makes me feel happy after finishing another entry again. It's like I have done something I can be proud of) 
6. Listening to Music (Especially to catchy and nostalgic music. Doesn't matter which genre when I have a memory with it..like right now..BAILAMOOOOOS XDDD
7. Sleeping (well depends sometimes I dont want to sleep coz I consider it a waste...but well o.O)
8. Watching and reading anime/manga/doramas o_o etc...though I am biased lately towards anime/manga
9. Relaxing (coz the world is too busy..we need to chill more in life XD)
10. Saving money. (I like to see how it grows and grows o.o)

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 1

Von Vanü geklaut XD

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. I have a weird scar close to my calf. Well I have that one since I was a child but I everytime I see it I wonder when and why I got it. Seriously don't know.
2. I have a hard obsession with beautiful japanese middle-aged vocalists (I don't need to give my personal two examples here? XD Well they are both 0-Types..which makes it even worse XD)
3. My japanese is horrible. I just act as if I am could do it. Unfortunately people think I can..but I know it better.. o.o
4. I love running around with only wearing one sock at home or none at all o.o
5. I don't really know what it feels like to be lonely coz I like being alone and not getting bothered.
6. I drink too much coffee and smoke too many cigarettes. I wonder if I can get rid of these drugs someday. Well at least getting rid of the cigarettes would be good.
7. I can't imagine getting myself piercings or tattoos. I can't even wear earrings or necklaces anymore. When I was a child I wore earrings but actually imagining those again makes me feel all uneasy. o_O Though rings would be fine but I don't wear any. I am too simple..lol
8. My teeth are my biggest foes.
9. I used to play handball in a club many many years ago..for hmm 7 years.
10. When I was a child I wanted to become a doctor XD Well at least I got myself a DOCTOR alike nick years later..*cough*

It's cold

..but sometimes I also have to let fresh air into my room.
It's probably just extremely cold because this idiot downstairs has opened the window too.
Feeling such fresh cold air on my skin...doesn't feel nice though..

Since I have started reading and watching a particular type of series again...I don't know why...but it makes me feel frustrated afterwards.
Actually, you should enjoy it...but somehow it has a totally different effect on me.
It's not like that I wonder if I go the right path in my life..or such questions..it's rather like..there is just one thing missing the whole world desires for anyway. But even so in my life it doesn't exist. It's not really frustrating me like that coz I wouldn't have time for a lover anyway but in all these series and blah..they always make it look like as if it was the ultimate...It's good enough for me to follow those fairytales but also those stories come to an end and then I don't have anything left except starting to read something new..while in my real world there is not even something similar to that. o__o
This makes me wonder if I had such an own fairy tale in RL I would stop reading other fairy tales. It's like an addiction..after finishing something you feel so empty you can't bear that it's over so you have to pick the next one.
Well well don't bother with that here..it's just stupid nonsense I am writing at 7am.

I think I am going to sleep now o.o