作詞/作曲：錦戸亮
English
The sunset colours the city red
Before my eyes the traffic from construction work goes on
On the sidewalk, people in suits are hurrying
And I am just thinking of you
"On the night when the moonlight was shining"
"Driving on the road without deciding on the destination"
"Acting like not noticing that I made a detour"
And I am still thinking of you
The words you whispered
The warmth of your hand that I grasped
wrap me up softly
The scenery is coming back to life again now
Adding some colour to this boring day
Casting a spell on the melancholic tomorrow
and so even the time that we spent casually
will turn into precious memories
The sky is still dimly bright
While queuing at a red light
a love song from the radio streams
"I love you" "I love you"
Like in those movies
I should go and tell you now
Trivial behaviour, lies to hide embarrassment
unexpectedly shedding tears and carefree smiles
If I can, I want to embrace them all
so stay at my side
Adding some colour to this boring day
Casting a spell on the melancholic tomorrow
and so even the time that we spent casually
I will show you that I can turn it into precious memories
With my ordinary words which have no twists
With a ordinary melody you hear so often
With the unchanging voice you were used to hear
I sing my own love song
I hope it reaches you
I hope it affects you
I hope it reaches you
I hope it affects you
I hope it reaches
I hope it affects
I hope it reaches
I hope it affects
I hope it reaches
Kanji
夕焼けが街を紅く染める
目の前は続く工事渋滞
歩道には急ぐスーツの人
僕はただ君を想い描く
「月明かり照らしたあの夜」
「行き先も決めずに走る道」
「気付かないふりした遠回り」
僕はまだ君を想い描く
囁いた言葉が
握った手のぬくもりが
包み込むそっと
今 景色が生まれ変わる
退屈な今日に色を加えて
憂鬱な明日に魔法をかけて
何気なく過ごす時間(とき)でさえ
大切な記憶に変えていく
空はまだ微かに明るく
並んでる紅いランプの中
ラジオから流れるラブソング
「愛してる」「愛してる」
あの映画の様に 今
君に伝えにいこう
些細な仕草 照れ隠しの嘘
不意に流す涙 屈託ない笑み
出来るなら全て抱いていたい
だから僕の側に居て
退屈な今日に色を加えて
憂鬱な明日に魔法をかけて
何気なく過ごす時間(とき)でさえ
大切な記憶に変えてみせよう
捻りもないありふれた言葉で
よく聞くありふれたメロディで
変わらない聞きなれた声で
歌うよ僕だけのラブソング
届けばいい君にだけ
響けばいい君にだけ
届けばいい君にだけ
響けばいい君にだけ
届けばいい
響けばいい
届けばいい
響けばいい
届けばいい
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Dienstag, 17. April 2012
[Trans] 錦戸亮 - Ima sugu kisu wo
Nishikido Ryo / ima sugu kisu wo (ANOTHER'S ANOTHER)
English
What should I hold in my hands
What should I hold in my hands
so that I become strong
What should I protect
It's only you crossing my mind
The sound of the waves resound in the star-studded night sky
I embrace you tightly
and want to give you a long kiss
We spent time at such a place
Please forget about the current moment. Quickly!
In the landscape
which spreads blue, deeply and endlessly
I am fascinated by
you who is clearing it up
If it was now, I wouldn't be late either.
Let's count the steps
I can't be proud about anything but
The love which I want by my side
I want to kiss her right now
漢字
何を手にすれば
僕は強くなる
何を守ればいい
君しか浮かばない
波音が響く星降る夜空で
きつく抱きしめて
少し長いキスを
こんな場所で過ごしたとか
今は忘れてよ早くほら
青く深く果てしなく
広がる景色で
白く澄み渡る君に
目を奪われて
今ならまだ間に合うはず
歩数を数えよう
何も誇れないけれど
そばにいたい愛
今すぐキスを
Romaji
Nani wo te ni sureba
Boku wa tsuyoku naru
Nani wo mamoreba ii
Kimi shika ukabanai
namioto ga hibiku hoshi furu yozora de
kitsuku dakishimete
sukoshi nagai kisu wo
Konna basho de sugoshita to ka
Ima wa wasurete yo hayaku hora
aoku fukaku hateshinaku
hirogaru keshiki de
shiroku sumiwataru kimi ni
me wo ubawarete
ima nara mada maniau hazu
hosuu wo kazoeyou
nanimo hokorenai keredo
soba ni itai ai
ima sugu kisu wo
English
What should I hold in my hands
What should I hold in my hands
so that I become strong
What should I protect
It's only you crossing my mind
The sound of the waves resound in the star-studded night sky
I embrace you tightly
and want to give you a long kiss
We spent time at such a place
Please forget about the current moment. Quickly!
In the landscape
which spreads blue, deeply and endlessly
I am fascinated by
you who is clearing it up
If it was now, I wouldn't be late either.
Let's count the steps
I can't be proud about anything but
The love which I want by my side
I want to kiss her right now
漢字
何を手にすれば
僕は強くなる
何を守ればいい
君しか浮かばない
波音が響く星降る夜空で
きつく抱きしめて
少し長いキスを
こんな場所で過ごしたとか
今は忘れてよ早くほら
青く深く果てしなく
広がる景色で
白く澄み渡る君に
目を奪われて
今ならまだ間に合うはず
歩数を数えよう
何も誇れないけれど
そばにいたい愛
今すぐキスを
Romaji
Nani wo te ni sureba
Boku wa tsuyoku naru
Nani wo mamoreba ii
Kimi shika ukabanai
namioto ga hibiku hoshi furu yozora de
kitsuku dakishimete
sukoshi nagai kisu wo
Konna basho de sugoshita to ka
Ima wa wasurete yo hayaku hora
aoku fukaku hateshinaku
hirogaru keshiki de
shiroku sumiwataru kimi ni
me wo ubawarete
ima nara mada maniau hazu
hosuu wo kazoeyou
nanimo hokorenai keredo
soba ni itai ai
ima sugu kisu wo
[Trans] 錦戸亮 - HALF DOWN
作詞：錦戸亮・HIKARI 作曲：錦戸亮
Wie sehr ich auch versuche mich zu reparieren, wie sehr ich auch versuche mich zu schmücken
Ich bin hier, außerstande mich zu verändern, und du bist dort
Zu viele Ideale zu tragen und zu viele Ängste zu verbergen
Damals schob ich jemanden die Schuld für diese Dinge zu
Immer wenn wir aneinander vorbeigehen, verschwindet das Stadtbild
Wie spiegelte ich mich in deinen Augen wider?
Jetzt scheinen nur die Momente, die wir zusammen verbrachten
Ab und an, geraten all die eingesperrten Gefühle in meinem Herzen durcheinander
Wenn wir uns gegenseitig die kleinen Lügen, den Egoismus und die Fehler vergeben hätten können,
hätten wir auch jetzt noch gemeinsam gelacht?
Wie sehr ich auch versuche zu bereuen, ich kann den gestrigen Tag nicht zurückspulen
Auf gleiche Weise wartet die Welt auf morgen
Und auch wenn nur in einem Kalender, der einer Wiederholung ähnlich sieht
Können wir schwache Hoffnung finden?
Wenn wir uns treffen würden, würde ich ein verblüfftes Gesicht machen
und es lachend abtun?
Und sagen, "Jetzt nach so einer langen Zeit.."
Ich hab immer nur nichts als Ideale auf meinen Regalen gestapelt
Und du hast von nichts anderem als praktische Träume für dich geträumt
Aber vielleicht können wir die Vergangenheit, Gegenwart und die Zukunft gegenseitig billigen
Ich glaube daran und hoffe nur
Ich fühlte dass es verschwimmen würde, nachdem ich es in Worte gefasst hatte
Aber nun singe ich hier darüber Wie ironisch
Die Zeiten, als wir nichts hatten und die Zeiten, als wir alles hatten
sind wie ein gütiger Wind...
Jetzt scheinen nur die Momente, die wir zusammen verbrachten
Ab und an, geraten all die eingesperrten Gefühle in meinem Herzen durcheinander
Wenn wir uns gegenseitig die kleinen Lügen, den Egoismus und die Fehler loben hätten können,
hätten wir auch jetzt noch gemeinsam gelacht?
Nach wie vor stapele ich nichts anderes als Ideale auf meinen Regalen
Und nach wie vor sehe ich in dir nichts anderes als Träume die zu dir passen
Wenn ich eines Tages die Vergangenheit, die Gegenwart und die Zukunft wertschätzen lerne,
werde ich überall hingehen, so wie ich jetzt bin
Kanji
どんなに繕ってみても どんなに着飾ってみても
変われない僕が居て そこに君も居て
抱えきれない理想と 隠しきれない不安を
誰かのせいにしたあの頃
すれ違う度に すり切れていく街並
君の目に僕はどう映ってた？
二人過ごした日々だけが今も輝いたまま
閉じ込めた思いが 時折この胸に渦巻くんだ
小さな嘘も エゴも 傷も 許し合えたなら
今でも側で笑ってたかな
どれだけ後悔してみても巻き戻せない昨日
同じように世界は明日を待っていて
振り返しによく似たカレンダーの中にさえ
淡い期待見出したり なんてね
もしも会えたなら 呆れた顔して
笑い飛ばすかな
今さら、って
いつだって僕は 理想ばっかり棚に並べてた
いつだって君は 都合のいい夢ばっかり見てた
でも多分 過去も 現在も 未来も 認め合えるから
そう信じて祈るだけ
言葉にしたらあとは霞んで行く気がしてた
こうして唄ってる今 皮肉なものだね
何も無かった時代と 何もかもがあった時代が
優しい風のように
二人過ごした日々だけが今も輝いたまま
閉じ込めた思いが 時折この胸に渦巻くんだ
小さな希望を 勇気を 傷を 讃えあえたなら
今でも側で 笑ってたかな
相変わらず僕は 理想ばっかり棚に並べては
相変わらず君に 都合のいい夢ばっかり見てんだ
いつかは過去も 現在も 未来も 愛しく思えるなら
何処までも行こう 僕のままで
Romaji
Donna ni tsukurotte mite mo donna ni kikazatte mite mo
Kawarenai boku ga ite soko ni kimi mo ite
Kakaekirenai risou to kakushikirenai fuan wo
Dareka no sei ni shita ano koro
Surechigau tabi ni surikireteiku machinami
Kimi no me ni boku wa dou utsutteta
Futari sugoshita hibi dake ga ima mo kagayaita mama
Tojikometa omoi ga tokiori kono mune ni uzumaku nda
Chiisana uso mo ego mo kizu mo yurushiaeta nara
Ima demo soba de waratteta kana
Doredake koukai shit emit emo makimodosenai kinou
Onaji you ni sekai wa asu wo matteite
Kurikaeshi ni yoku nita karendaa no naka ni sae
Awai kitai midashitari nante ne
Moshimo aeta nara akireta kao shite
Warai tobasu kana
Imasara tte
Itsudatte boku wa risou bakkari tana ni narabeteta
Itsudatte kimi wa tsugou no ii yume bakkari miteta
Demo tabun kako mo ima mo mirai mo mitomeaeru kara
Sou shinjite inoru dake
Kotoba ni shitara ato wa kasundeiku ki ga shiteta
Koushite utatteru ima hiniku na mono dane
Nanimo nakatta jidai to nanimokamo ga atta jidai ga
Yasashii kaze no you ni
Futari sugoshita hibi dakega ima mo kagayaita mama
Tojikometa omoi ga tokiori kono mune ni uzumaku nda
Chiisana kibou wo yuuki wo kizu wo tataeaeta nara
Imademo soba de waratteta kana
Aikawarazu boku wa risou bakkari tana ni narabete wa
Aikawarazu kimi ni tsugou no ii yume bakkari mitenda
Itsuka wa kako mo ima mo mirai mo itoshiku omoeru nara
Dokomademo yukou boku no mama de
Wie sehr ich auch versuche mich zu reparieren, wie sehr ich auch versuche mich zu schmücken
Ich bin hier, außerstande mich zu verändern, und du bist dort
Zu viele Ideale zu tragen und zu viele Ängste zu verbergen
Damals schob ich jemanden die Schuld für diese Dinge zu
Immer wenn wir aneinander vorbeigehen, verschwindet das Stadtbild
Wie spiegelte ich mich in deinen Augen wider?
Jetzt scheinen nur die Momente, die wir zusammen verbrachten
Ab und an, geraten all die eingesperrten Gefühle in meinem Herzen durcheinander
Wenn wir uns gegenseitig die kleinen Lügen, den Egoismus und die Fehler vergeben hätten können,
hätten wir auch jetzt noch gemeinsam gelacht?
Wie sehr ich auch versuche zu bereuen, ich kann den gestrigen Tag nicht zurückspulen
Auf gleiche Weise wartet die Welt auf morgen
Und auch wenn nur in einem Kalender, der einer Wiederholung ähnlich sieht
Können wir schwache Hoffnung finden?
Wenn wir uns treffen würden, würde ich ein verblüfftes Gesicht machen
und es lachend abtun?
Und sagen, "Jetzt nach so einer langen Zeit.."
Ich hab immer nur nichts als Ideale auf meinen Regalen gestapelt
Und du hast von nichts anderem als praktische Träume für dich geträumt
Aber vielleicht können wir die Vergangenheit, Gegenwart und die Zukunft gegenseitig billigen
Ich glaube daran und hoffe nur
Ich fühlte dass es verschwimmen würde, nachdem ich es in Worte gefasst hatte
Aber nun singe ich hier darüber Wie ironisch
Die Zeiten, als wir nichts hatten und die Zeiten, als wir alles hatten
sind wie ein gütiger Wind...
Jetzt scheinen nur die Momente, die wir zusammen verbrachten
Ab und an, geraten all die eingesperrten Gefühle in meinem Herzen durcheinander
Wenn wir uns gegenseitig die kleinen Lügen, den Egoismus und die Fehler loben hätten können,
hätten wir auch jetzt noch gemeinsam gelacht?
Nach wie vor stapele ich nichts anderes als Ideale auf meinen Regalen
Und nach wie vor sehe ich in dir nichts anderes als Träume die zu dir passen
Wenn ich eines Tages die Vergangenheit, die Gegenwart und die Zukunft wertschätzen lerne,
werde ich überall hingehen, so wie ich jetzt bin
Kanji
どんなに繕ってみても どんなに着飾ってみても
変われない僕が居て そこに君も居て
抱えきれない理想と 隠しきれない不安を
誰かのせいにしたあの頃
すれ違う度に すり切れていく街並
君の目に僕はどう映ってた？
二人過ごした日々だけが今も輝いたまま
閉じ込めた思いが 時折この胸に渦巻くんだ
小さな嘘も エゴも 傷も 許し合えたなら
今でも側で笑ってたかな
どれだけ後悔してみても巻き戻せない昨日
同じように世界は明日を待っていて
振り返しによく似たカレンダーの中にさえ
淡い期待見出したり なんてね
もしも会えたなら 呆れた顔して
笑い飛ばすかな
今さら、って
いつだって僕は 理想ばっかり棚に並べてた
いつだって君は 都合のいい夢ばっかり見てた
でも多分 過去も 現在も 未来も 認め合えるから
そう信じて祈るだけ
言葉にしたらあとは霞んで行く気がしてた
こうして唄ってる今 皮肉なものだね
何も無かった時代と 何もかもがあった時代が
優しい風のように
二人過ごした日々だけが今も輝いたまま
閉じ込めた思いが 時折この胸に渦巻くんだ
小さな希望を 勇気を 傷を 讃えあえたなら
今でも側で 笑ってたかな
相変わらず僕は 理想ばっかり棚に並べては
相変わらず君に 都合のいい夢ばっかり見てんだ
いつかは過去も 現在も 未来も 愛しく思えるなら
何処までも行こう 僕のままで
Romaji
Donna ni tsukurotte mite mo donna ni kikazatte mite mo
Kawarenai boku ga ite soko ni kimi mo ite
Kakaekirenai risou to kakushikirenai fuan wo
Dareka no sei ni shita ano koro
Surechigau tabi ni surikireteiku machinami
Kimi no me ni boku wa dou utsutteta
Futari sugoshita hibi dake ga ima mo kagayaita mama
Tojikometa omoi ga tokiori kono mune ni uzumaku nda
Chiisana uso mo ego mo kizu mo yurushiaeta nara
Ima demo soba de waratteta kana
Doredake koukai shit emit emo makimodosenai kinou
Onaji you ni sekai wa asu wo matteite
Kurikaeshi ni yoku nita karendaa no naka ni sae
Awai kitai midashitari nante ne
Moshimo aeta nara akireta kao shite
Warai tobasu kana
Imasara tte
Itsudatte boku wa risou bakkari tana ni narabeteta
Itsudatte kimi wa tsugou no ii yume bakkari miteta
Demo tabun kako mo ima mo mirai mo mitomeaeru kara
Sou shinjite inoru dake
Kotoba ni shitara ato wa kasundeiku ki ga shiteta
Koushite utatteru ima hiniku na mono dane
Nanimo nakatta jidai to nanimokamo ga atta jidai ga
Yasashii kaze no you ni
Futari sugoshita hibi dakega ima mo kagayaita mama
Tojikometa omoi ga tokiori kono mune ni uzumaku nda
Chiisana kibou wo yuuki wo kizu wo tataeaeta nara
Imademo soba de waratteta kana
Aikawarazu boku wa risou bakkari tana ni narabete wa
Aikawarazu kimi ni tsugou no ii yume bakkari mitenda
Itsuka wa kako mo ima mo mirai mo itoshiku omoeru nara
Dokomademo yukou boku no mama de
[Trans] 錦戸亮 - Akireru kurai bokura wa negaou
Okay this is actually a TOKIO song and I don't want to make it a Ryo song..but I decided just to translate the parts he sang.
Which makes it interesting, is the fact that the 2nd paragraph comes much later in the original..but in the Ryo/Taichi version it's here o.O;
Okay..whatever..XD
English
Being afraid of believing making up lies for someone’s sake
Everyone shows different faces but each of them is a form of their feelings
It’s not very convenient and it’s doesn’t sparkle like a diamond either
but there is always the light which lights on the deep room of our hearts
We are not skilled in any way and we also hurt each other’s feelings from time to time
but we can forgive each other for sure
We will wish so hard that you will be amazed and the world becomes one
We will also pass through the lightless nights
Before the uncountable tears will soak tomorrow
let’s gently join our hands
We will swear to the sparkling future and the world becomes one
We will place our endless dreams on it
Until the day when the uncountable tears will turn into a smile
let’s join our hands all along
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kanji
信じること恐れたり 誰かのため嘘をついたり
みんな違う顔して見えるけど それぞれが想いのかたち
とても便利なものじゃない ダイヤのような煌めきもない
だけどいつも心の奥の部屋を 灯してくれる明かり
どうにも器用じゃなくて 傷つけることもある
でもきっと 許しあえるさ
あきれるくらい 僕らは願い 世界は一つになる
光のない 夜も越えて行くよ
数えきれない その涙が 明日を濡らす前に
そっと手を繋ごう
輝く未来 心に誓い 世界は一つになる
終わりのない 夢を乗せて行くよ
数えきれない その涙が 笑顔に変わる日まで
ずっと手を繋ごう
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Romaji
shinjiru koto osoretari dareka no tame ni uso o tsuitari
minna chigau kao shite mieru kedo sorezore ga omoi no katachi
totemo benri na mono janai daiya no you na kiramekimonai
dakedo itsumo kokoro no oku no heya o tomoshite kureru akari
dounimo kiyou ja nakute kizutsukeru koto mo aru
demo kitto yurushiaerusa
akireru kurai bokura wa negai sekai wa hitotsu ni naru
hikari no nai yoru mo koete iku yo
kazoekirenai sono namida ga ashita o merasu mae ni
sotto te o tsunagou
kagayaku mirai kokoro ni chikai sekai wa hitotsu ni naru
owari no nai yume o nosete iku yo
kazokirenai sono namida ga egao ni kawaru hi made
zutto te o tsunagou
Which makes it interesting, is the fact that the 2nd paragraph comes much later in the original..but in the Ryo/Taichi version it's here o.O;
Okay..whatever..XD
English
Being afraid of believing making up lies for someone’s sake
Everyone shows different faces but each of them is a form of their feelings
It’s not very convenient and it’s doesn’t sparkle like a diamond either
but there is always the light which lights on the deep room of our hearts
We are not skilled in any way and we also hurt each other’s feelings from time to time
but we can forgive each other for sure
We will wish so hard that you will be amazed and the world becomes one
We will also pass through the lightless nights
Before the uncountable tears will soak tomorrow
let’s gently join our hands
We will swear to the sparkling future and the world becomes one
We will place our endless dreams on it
Until the day when the uncountable tears will turn into a smile
let’s join our hands all along
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kanji
信じること恐れたり 誰かのため嘘をついたり
みんな違う顔して見えるけど それぞれが想いのかたち
とても便利なものじゃない ダイヤのような煌めきもない
だけどいつも心の奥の部屋を 灯してくれる明かり
どうにも器用じゃなくて 傷つけることもある
でもきっと 許しあえるさ
あきれるくらい 僕らは願い 世界は一つになる
光のない 夜も越えて行くよ
数えきれない その涙が 明日を濡らす前に
そっと手を繋ごう
輝く未来 心に誓い 世界は一つになる
終わりのない 夢を乗せて行くよ
数えきれない その涙が 笑顔に変わる日まで
ずっと手を繋ごう
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Romaji
shinjiru koto osoretari dareka no tame ni uso o tsuitari
minna chigau kao shite mieru kedo sorezore ga omoi no katachi
totemo benri na mono janai daiya no you na kiramekimonai
dakedo itsumo kokoro no oku no heya o tomoshite kureru akari
dounimo kiyou ja nakute kizutsukeru koto mo aru
demo kitto yurushiaerusa
akireru kurai bokura wa negai sekai wa hitotsu ni naru
hikari no nai yoru mo koete iku yo
kazoekirenai sono namida ga ashita o merasu mae ni
sotto te o tsunagou
kagayaku mirai kokoro ni chikai sekai wa hitotsu ni naru
owari no nai yume o nosete iku yo
kazokirenai sono namida ga egao ni kawaru hi made
zutto te o tsunagou
Freitag, 31. Dezember 2010
Scrapbook 2010
だから You don't cry
逢えない夜に凍えたら そっと瞳閉じて...
同じ瞬間を時代を過ごせる奇跡に
少しだけ気付いてくれ
逢えない夜に凍えたら そっと瞳閉じて...
同じ瞬間を時代を過ごせる奇跡に
少しだけ気付いてくれ
| ☆ 28th Dec 09 | ☆ 19th February | ☆ 25th March |
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| ☆ 6th May | 005 | 006 |
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| 007 | 008 | 009 |
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| ☆ since 9th Dec 09 | ☆ since 13th Feb 10 | ☆ since 23rd April 10 |
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| ☆ since Autumn 06 | ☆ since Summer 04 | |
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☆ I hope there will be one :(
☆ Siam Shade → アドレナリン
☆ 斉藤和義 → 後悔シャッフル
☆ Brian Mc Fadden → Just say so
☆ Rayflower → 裏切りのない世界まで
☆ DETROX - FLASHBACK
☆ FictionJunction - Parallel Hearts
☆ 斉藤和義 → 後悔シャッフル
☆ Brian Mc Fadden → Just say so
☆ Rayflower → 裏切りのない世界まで
☆ DETROX - FLASHBACK
☆ FictionJunction - Parallel Hearts
☆ 斉藤和義 → 月が昇れば
☆ DETROX → DETROX IV
☆ DETROX → DETROX IV
☆ヤマトナデシコ七変化
☆ 07-Ghost
☆ 純情ロマンチカ
☆ 07-GHOST
☆ Tegami Bachi
☆ Welcome to the NHK
☆ Pandora Hearts
☆ 純情ロマンチカ
☆ 07-GHOST
☆ Tegami Bachi
☆ Welcome to the NHK
☆ Pandora Hearts
Not really much I remember LOL
☆ Sleepy Hollow (again XD)
☆ House of Wax (again..by accident lol)
☆ EuroTrip
☆ Schule
☆ Sweeney Todd
☆ The Ring (again)
☆ some stupid horrormovie XD
☆ Sleepy Hollow (again XD)
☆ House of Wax (again..by accident lol)
☆ EuroTrip
☆ Schule
☆ Sweeney Todd
☆ The Ring (again)
☆ some stupid horrormovie XD
☆ Burger Restaurant 3 (lol)
☆ Emily's delicious Tea Garden (even more lool)
☆ Genso Suikoden (again)
☆ Genso Suikoden 2 (again)
☆ Emily's delicious Tea Garden (even more lool)
☆ Genso Suikoden (again)
☆ Genso Suikoden 2 (again)
★ January
☆ Johnny's Countdown or rather...the Kanjani Ninja part...lol
☆ Hideki, Natin, kazuma radio talk <3<3
☆ Ryo's club visits + the pics lool
☆ Hideki's bday with pic <3<3
☆ Johnny's Countdown or rather...the Kanjani Ninja part...lol
☆ Hideki, Natin, kazuma radio talk <3<3
☆ Ryo's club visits + the pics lool
☆ Hideki's bday with pic <3<3
★ February
☆ Ryo's Chonmage Purin movie leading role announcement :D :D
☆ Yoko solo tour announcement :DDDDD
☆ Tamada in the Japan vs. China game *O* aah so happy..somehow I still fall for this man sometimes xD next is vs hongkong..and this time..Gooal please!
☆ finally the release date of Detrox new album was released! 24th March..aah so much looking forward to it XD
☆ without knowing hat the new ryo scans were new I thought: "is that from 2006?" the haircut makes him really look young again..but somehow I think he should cut it again a little bit xD
☆ Ohkura minor role in movie *____*
☆ Kanjani DVD announcement from countdown lives <3
☆ ordered the Kanjani dvd but felt shitty too XD <3
☆ Ryo's Chonmage Purin movie leading role announcement :D :D
☆ Yoko solo tour announcement :DDDDD
☆ Tamada in the Japan vs. China game *O* aah so happy..somehow I still fall for this man sometimes xD next is vs hongkong..and this time..Gooal please!
☆ finally the release date of Detrox new album was released! 24th March..aah so much looking forward to it XD
☆ without knowing hat the new ryo scans were new I thought: "is that from 2006?" the haircut makes him really look young again..but somehow I think he should cut it again a little bit xD
☆ Ohkura minor role in movie *____*
☆ Kanjani DVD announcement from countdown lives <3
☆ ordered the Kanjani dvd but felt shitty too XD <3
★ March
☆ I finally got my mixi account to stalk hideki's boring blog XD
☆ In your face! Hair-chan slapped Ryo yay!
☆ Ryo cut his hair again + glasses = nerd love
☆ Hideki with Glasses = カレセン萌え *_*
☆ New Detrox Album *__* FLASHBACK LOVE!
there must have been more in march..but I simply can't remember anything important xD
☆ I finally got my mixi account to stalk hideki's boring blog XD
☆ In your face! Hair-chan slapped Ryo yay!
☆ Ryo cut his hair again + glasses = nerd love
☆ Hideki with Glasses = カレセン萌え *_*
☆ New Detrox Album *__* FLASHBACK LOVE!
there must have been more in march..but I simply can't remember anything important xD
★ April
☆ Watched the Kanjani Dvd *_* or rather a rip XD gorgeous <333
☆ Kanjani Map started yay! Wonderful World *_*
☆ My Kanjani DVD arrived but didn't watch it yet! XD
☆ Didn't really take Subaru's car shrimp serious. Found it rather lolable XD
☆ Got addicted to 07-Ghost XD
☆ Listened to Wall of Soundz ..not too bad although I am not a fan of electro pop that much but hell ya..it's Brian after all and Brian rocks :D
☆ Watched the Kanjani Dvd *_* or rather a rip XD gorgeous <333
☆ Kanjani Map started yay! Wonderful World *_*
☆ My Kanjani DVD arrived but didn't watch it yet! XD
☆ Didn't really take Subaru's car shrimp serious. Found it rather lolable XD
☆ Got addicted to 07-Ghost XD
☆ Listened to Wall of Soundz ..not too bad although I am not a fan of electro pop that much but hell ya..it's Brian after all and Brian rocks :D
★January
☆ Siam Shade → Why Not?
☆ Siam Shade → Life
☆ Siam Shade → Dear...
☆ Siam Shade → Love
☆ Siam Shade → Passion
☆ Siam Shade → No Control
☆ Siam Shade → Moon
☆ Siam Shade → アドレナリン
☆ Siam Shade → 大きな木の下で
☆ Siam Shade → 1/3の純情な感情
☆ Siam Shade → ブランコ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → Snow White
☆ Siam Shade → Why Not?
☆ Siam Shade → Life
☆ Siam Shade → Dear...
☆ Siam Shade → Love
☆ Siam Shade → Passion
☆ Siam Shade → No Control
☆ Siam Shade → Moon
☆ Siam Shade → アドレナリン
☆ Siam Shade → 大きな木の下で
☆ Siam Shade → 1/3の純情な感情
☆ Siam Shade → ブランコ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → Snow White
★February
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → ローリングコースター
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → ローリングコースター
★March
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → It's not over yet ~終わりのない旅~
☆ 錦戸亮 → Ordinary
☆ Psycho le Cému → REMEMBRANCE
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → It's not over yet ~終わりのない旅~
☆ 錦戸亮 → Ordinary
☆ Psycho le Cému → REMEMBRANCE
★April
☆ 錦戸亮 → Half Down
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → パズル
☆ 未来 → 声に...
☆ 横山裕＆安田章大 → Kicyu
☆ 三兄弟 → オニギシ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → サムライブルース
☆ 横山裕 → 413man
☆ 錦戸亮 → Half Down
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → パズル
☆ 未来 → 声に...
☆ 横山裕＆安田章大 → Kicyu
☆ 三兄弟 → オニギシ
☆ 関ジャニ∞ → サムライブルース
☆ 横山裕 → 413man
Dienstag, 14. September 2010
さよなら さよなら 列車は星をすり抜ける♪♪
Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter.
Name 10 songs you love starting with that letter.
I got S by![[info]](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/blogger_img_proxy/AEn0k_skHpHiIQ2wzpplqxTt7wBbO0d-WkjLYj0FD36o9HXoPkg8l0WuDkeggyFbmF6fOxrpxarxg8wXsbcsCkj7dj8QcgyimsObrGsINlvRot0ogTsrONPeIA2e=s0-d)
daydreamar ...DRECKI! <3
in no special order xD
ＳＥＶＥＮ － 和田光司
Because Kouji Wada and Digimon = LOVe and SEVEN is nostalgic...XDD
ＳＴＥＲＥＯ － 錦戸亮
Because I allways loved the 47 performance with his hat and the guitar in his hands..lol :D
せつなさよりも遠くへ － ＳＩＡＭ ＳＨＡＤＥ
I don't know it's Siam Shade and an awesome song. XDD
世界が終わるまでは。。。 － ＷＡＮＤＳ
Thanks to ACID who covered it...while here my thanks goes to hideki again for founding acid and being in it for a short time..I was able to find this awesome old school song back then. And I never watched slam dunk!
最終列車 － ムック
Saishuu Ressha...memories of a nice time and still one of my favourite MUCC songs <3
ＳＴＯＲＹ － ＣＡＭＩＮＯ
Well I don't love it that much like Nostalgia..but it somehow grew on me XD
さよなら愛しい人よ。 － 清木場俊介
Guess the only song by Kiyokiba Shunsuke I will love forever XD addicting.
ＳＡＤＮＥＳＳ － ＳＩＡＭ ＳＨＡＤＥ
Oldschool siam shade song is...oldschool
さよなら － Ｌ’ＡＲＣ~ＥＮ~ＣＩＥＬ
Somehow L'arcs sayounara has the same oldschool feeling like the sadness song. I can be wrong..let me check it..okay sayonara is from 1996 and sadness from 1995. XD anyway..you already know I like oldschool 90s...
３月９日 － レミオロメン
No explanation is enough I guess. :D
Was really thinking hard about it and ended up witthout anyy Kanjani song with S. I mean I like Sukiyanen, Osaka but it's not a song I can listen to much anymore cause it's basically that kind of an earworm you can't listen to anymore in your whole life 2 times in a row. XDD
Actually I thought better not using 2 songs of the same artist..but I couldn't resist since I love both by heart xDD (not to forget about shangri-la..hmm)
I wonder right now if my tooth stopped hurting because of the half pill I took or because it finally stopped cause it wanted to. Not like that it was that painful but you know that..if something is constantly hurting even if it's just a little pain it gets annoying. and no..dont tell me I should go to the dentist. it's exactly because I went to the dentist today. XD
And I still feel like breaking some bones of this arama troll saying Siam Shade were a typical average 90s band and every of their songs sounds the same D: yeah sure..if you are deaf and have no idea of music and the variety of melodies and daita's guitar solos you fail. While Daita's guitar solos are the musical elements I always love the most in every song..lol
Name 10 songs you love starting with that letter.
I got S by
daydreamar ...DRECKI! <3in no special order xD
ＳＥＶＥＮ － 和田光司
Because Kouji Wada and Digimon = LOVe and SEVEN is nostalgic...XDD
ＳＴＥＲＥＯ － 錦戸亮
Because I allways loved the 47 performance with his hat and the guitar in his hands..lol :D
せつなさよりも遠くへ － ＳＩＡＭ ＳＨＡＤＥ
I don't know it's Siam Shade and an awesome song. XDD
世界が終わるまでは。。。 － ＷＡＮＤＳ
Thanks to ACID who covered it...while here my thanks goes to hideki again for founding acid and being in it for a short time..I was able to find this awesome old school song back then. And I never watched slam dunk!
最終列車 － ムック
Saishuu Ressha...memories of a nice time and still one of my favourite MUCC songs <3
ＳＴＯＲＹ － ＣＡＭＩＮＯ
Well I don't love it that much like Nostalgia..but it somehow grew on me XD
さよなら愛しい人よ。 － 清木場俊介
Guess the only song by Kiyokiba Shunsuke I will love forever XD addicting.
ＳＡＤＮＥＳＳ － ＳＩＡＭ ＳＨＡＤＥ
Oldschool siam shade song is...
さよなら － Ｌ’ＡＲＣ~ＥＮ~ＣＩＥＬ
Somehow L'arcs sayounara has the same oldschool feeling like the sadness song. I can be wrong..let me check it..okay sayonara is from 1996 and sadness from 1995. XD anyway..you already know I like oldschool 90s...
３月９日 － レミオロメン
No explanation is enough I guess. :D
Was really thinking hard about it and ended up witthout anyy Kanjani song with S. I mean I like Sukiyanen, Osaka but it's not a song I can listen to much anymore cause it's basically that kind of an earworm you can't listen to anymore in your whole life 2 times in a row. XDD
Actually I thought better not using 2 songs of the same artist..but I couldn't resist since I love both by heart xDD (not to forget about shangri-la..hmm)
I wonder right now if my tooth stopped hurting because of the half pill I took or because it finally stopped cause it wanted to. Not like that it was that painful but you know that..if something is constantly hurting even if it's just a little pain it gets annoying. and no..dont tell me I should go to the dentist. it's exactly because I went to the dentist today. XD
And I still feel like breaking some bones of this arama troll saying Siam Shade were a typical average 90s band and every of their songs sounds the same D: yeah sure..if you are deaf and have no idea of music and the variety of melodies and daita's guitar solos you fail. While Daita's guitar solos are the musical elements I always love the most in every song..lol
Montag, 26. Juli 2010
ブルストの力で！！
そろそろお仕事始まるっていうか、来週の月曜日からすでに始まるんです。
今考えると嫌な気持ちじゃなくても、なんか自然の心配するような感じですが、
これでいいのかな？
新しい冒険へ出かけるとちょっと心配してもいいでしょう。
And then..omg..yesterday I was hunting for pics out of boredom and got the enlightment that it's not only that Hideki dyed his hair blond but on top of that it's a blond I don't like because it's the blond my mum always uses too for her dyeing XDDD
Or how didluna_detrox also say: "I honestly prefer him with dark hair" ?? XD Yes yes...it's probably the blond we call "fail" which happens quite often in the japanese world right. I just remember the failed Ryo blond eeew xD although if it is Ryo it always failed...O.o
Anyway what made me wonder in these pics with this guy is...if I didn't read that he calls Hideki his Senpai I would have thought he's at least 5years older or something. This is the moment whengeochan would say: "Age depends on each person!" and then she would say again "Hideki's skin colour doesn't match!! it looks like photoshopped!!" cause his face skin is yellowish and his hand is pinkish..lol I really have senseless topics to write about but I don't care. You know I write what I want to write about. XD
Yesterday my niece decided to watch the whole time Tegami Bachi with me o_O that's why I said today that I won't watch it. Yes, and I wasn't lying cause I am not watching it tonight anymore.(Mainly coz I don't want my niece to disturb me today anymore..hahaha) Instead I should watch joker ep2 maybe?? Well, have still a few more days left but I also need to start packing my bag very soon and think about what I still need to buy.
And then on top of that I also have my theortical driver license "exam" on thursday...aaw...but you know today I went to my driver teacher and he let me do 3 tests on the pc and I pwned all of them~ But this doesn't mean anything yes I know..I shouldn't be too optimystic..but better like that than getting all hysterical and close to hyperventilating on thursday. Wouldn't be cool if I get a heart attack..so yes..let's be relaxed...if I won't make it...damn it was only 42euro..but I will make it...cause I am the super great Doci ha! (Okay that's too optimystic..but you need to push yourself in such moments right right?? xD)
And I still don't get club8!!! (aaah just now opened it again and now it's like scary knocking at the door when mousovering the shitty door!! wtf is this D: or may it be that I always miss the time when the club is open? XDD)
And...my cousin brought herself an iphone for 1euro..I mean yeah...45euro per month contract with internet and blah flatrate..wouldn't know if it's worth buying for me though..since I am a cellphone pooper...and somehow the iphone is quite heavy and...not really handy? who needs this shit seriously D: where is the beautiful time gone to when you didn't need any stupid pc to even make your cellphone come to life??? my cousin needed to "bear" her iphone with my pc cause her internet connection at home sucks so she couldn't download itunes properly..holy shit.
Anything else?? No, guess not for the moment.
Aaaaah Junji was visiting the Bismarcksturm in Bochum yesterday \(・∀・)/
I still can't forget about the sausage pic he took on the way from Munich to Bochum...
aaaah will really stop now~
今考えると嫌な気持ちじゃなくても、なんか自然の心配するような感じですが、
これでいいのかな？
新しい冒険へ出かけるとちょっと心配してもいいでしょう。
And then..omg..yesterday I was hunting for pics out of boredom and got the enlightment that it's not only that Hideki dyed his hair blond but on top of that it's a blond I don't like because it's the blond my mum always uses too for her dyeing XDDD
Or how did
luna_detrox also say: "I honestly prefer him with dark hair" ?? XD Yes yes...it's probably the blond we call "fail" which happens quite often in the japanese world right. I just remember the failed Ryo blond eeew xD although if it is Ryo it always failed...O.oAnyway what made me wonder in these pics with this guy is...if I didn't read that he calls Hideki his Senpai I would have thought he's at least 5years older or something. This is the moment when
geochan would say: "Age depends on each person!" and then she would say again "Hideki's skin colour doesn't match!! it looks like photoshopped!!" cause his face skin is yellowish and his hand is pinkish..lol I really have senseless topics to write about but I don't care. You know I write what I want to write about. XDYesterday my niece decided to watch the whole time Tegami Bachi with me o_O that's why I said today that I won't watch it. Yes, and I wasn't lying cause I am not watching it tonight anymore.(Mainly coz I don't want my niece to disturb me today anymore..hahaha) Instead I should watch joker ep2 maybe?? Well, have still a few more days left but I also need to start packing my bag very soon and think about what I still need to buy.
And then on top of that I also have my theortical driver license "exam" on thursday...aaw...but you know today I went to my driver teacher and he let me do 3 tests on the pc and I pwned all of them~ But this doesn't mean anything yes I know..I shouldn't be too optimystic..but better like that than getting all hysterical and close to hyperventilating on thursday. Wouldn't be cool if I get a heart attack..so yes..let's be relaxed...if I won't make it...damn it was only 42euro..but I will make it...cause I am the super great Doci ha! (Okay that's too optimystic..but you need to push yourself in such moments right right?? xD)
And I still don't get club8!!! (aaah just now opened it again and now it's like scary knocking at the door when mousovering the shitty door!! wtf is this D: or may it be that I always miss the time when the club is open? XDD)
And...my cousin brought herself an iphone for 1euro..I mean yeah...45euro per month contract with internet and blah flatrate..wouldn't know if it's worth buying for me though..since I am a cellphone pooper...and somehow the iphone is quite heavy and...not really handy? who needs this shit seriously D: where is the beautiful time gone to when you didn't need any stupid pc to even make your cellphone come to life??? my cousin needed to "bear" her iphone with my pc cause her internet connection at home sucks so she couldn't download itunes properly..holy shit.
Anything else?? No, guess not for the moment.
Aaaaah Junji was visiting the Bismarcksturm in Bochum yesterday \(・∀・)/
I still can't forget about the sausage pic he took on the way from Munich to Bochum...
aaaah will really stop now~
Freitag, 23. Juli 2010
23 Juli 2010 @ 10:33
Yesterday I went with my mum, my nieces, my stepsis, my aunt and cousins and my mums friend to an animal park..yeahyeah XD
No pics too shoot coz we all missed our cam...but my cousin made a video and then at the end a lama wanted to spit at her..:O
Anyway..can't show it..coz she didn't upload it yet.
But anyway that animal park is interesting cause it's very close to the polish border so many polish people also come there everyday and everything has german + polish signs. (No no..no english ones...XD)
The town is also at the Zalew Szczeciński~ well the german side of it.
Thinking of that..even though I live so close to Poland I don't know any polish. On the other hand it's frustrating because many polish people learn German instead. XDD But if you think about, you don't learn any language as long as you don't see in how far it could be useful for you. And at this right polish isn't useful to me at all. (´ω`)/
Apart from that...watched Joker ep.1 finally yesterday evening! Well apart from the lousy avi quality..rather speaking of the sound cause I can't watch the 1024 mp4 version on this pc, it was alright I think. xDD
Personally a quite shocking episode I think. But I guess that's what the dorama is about. So I expect that the second episode has also a quite disgusting topic. Think the cast does a OKish work. Though I find it rather amusing that Date has always a smiley face no matter what kind of situation is given. For Ryo...hmm..reminds me a little bit of a mix of his role in Attention please and Taisuke (RnK). Doesn't seem to me that this role is a challenge for him so far.
Since I use magnesium pills the muscle twitching somehow stopped.(Well didn't stop completely yet but became a lot less) But it's not the ultimate solution well lets see if it changes starting from august. :D
No pics too shoot coz we all missed our cam...but my cousin made a video and then at the end a lama wanted to spit at her..:O
Anyway..can't show it..coz she didn't upload it yet.
But anyway that animal park is interesting cause it's very close to the polish border so many polish people also come there everyday and everything has german + polish signs. (No no..no english ones...XD)
The town is also at the Zalew Szczeciński~ well the german side of it.
Thinking of that..even though I live so close to Poland I don't know any polish. On the other hand it's frustrating because many polish people learn German instead. XDD But if you think about, you don't learn any language as long as you don't see in how far it could be useful for you. And at this right polish isn't useful to me at all. (´ω`)/
Apart from that...watched Joker ep.1 finally yesterday evening! Well apart from the lousy avi quality..rather speaking of the sound cause I can't watch the 1024 mp4 version on this pc, it was alright I think. xDD
Personally a quite shocking episode I think. But I guess that's what the dorama is about. So I expect that the second episode has also a quite disgusting topic. Think the cast does a OKish work. Though I find it rather amusing that Date has always a smiley face no matter what kind of situation is given. For Ryo...hmm..reminds me a little bit of a mix of his role in Attention please and Taisuke (RnK). Doesn't seem to me that this role is a challenge for him so far.
Since I use magnesium pills the muscle twitching somehow stopped.(Well didn't stop completely yet but became a lot less) But it's not the ultimate solution well lets see if it changes starting from august. :D
Samstag, 10. Juli 2010
Here comes the sun lalalala
Something which just came up on my mind...
I wonder if my nick Doci is already something like an "identity". I mean no matter what my user names are..in the end it's Doci.
I even can't imagine another nick I would like to be called on the Internet.
And then maybe I should also consider thinking that my shape is in need of improvement. I mean, how can you become a better human if you don't set yourself goals. Somehow it's admirable if even Japanese in their 30s or 40s still say things like: "I want to become a blahblah person". But maybe it's a culture thing. I never heard any german person at that age saying he wants to become a better person like that.
Like I somehow have the feeling that in our culture we don't consider improving and learning as a life-long process. Maybe it exists that we want to improve but we rarely talk about such stuff. Maybe it's also a generation gap or I don't know.
Well, sometimes we have to make compromises it seems. This is totally out of the blue..lol
Hmm if I think about something else. Communication in real life...is somehow quite different from writing via Internet or such things.
I guess I would never talk to anyone about such feelings and thoughts..somehow rl communication seems rather superficial to me in this case. I mean how often in your life you talk about your feelings like for real, talk about uncomfortable topics which actually make you cry..etc.
Finding a person you can trust so much that you can say such things in their face is tough.
Anyway..thanks for all your birthday wishes. Was really happy (^^)
Unfortunately I am too lazy to answer all your individual wishes with a thank you...I gave up doing that after I got so many messages on different places. (>_<) But don't worry. That doesn't mean I don't like you! XD
And Oh I am sorry for more or less disabling commenting like in every entry.
Somehow I am in a disabling phase. not that I want to feel untouchable or something. XD But of those here know a way how to communicate with me anyway.
Which reminds me of...I don't like Facebook. Even though I am there I somehow am not in the mood to post "what I am doing there" etc. In this way twitter became much more useful. Though I also must admit that I am spamming there way too much so it's like I reached a point that I have nothing much to chat about here anymore.
Maybe about creepy baked Ryo. Ha looking forward to Joker START! Well somehow I am afraid..cause I have a bad memory of Orthros. Somehow Orthros wasn't that appealing to me in the end. But yeah let's face it..in the last months I changed my fandom habits even more. It's not like I have new fandoms or anything. It's rather like I put some more weight on one scale.
This is somehow impressive however. Rather putting more weight on something passive than on something active. It's crazy. But in the end I guess several things had an influence which made up this temporarily result.
And then I also think of giving my journal a new style again before August is coming up. That's because...August means something like a new start to me..so it would be also good to reflect that here. If you know what I mean...but unfortunately I have no clue about the layout I want xDDD
Did I write enough now? And hey this time It wasn't you-know-who related hurra! Yes I am scary and obsessed like that.
I wonder if my nick Doci is already something like an "identity". I mean no matter what my user names are..in the end it's Doci.
I even can't imagine another nick I would like to be called on the Internet.
And then maybe I should also consider thinking that my shape is in need of improvement. I mean, how can you become a better human if you don't set yourself goals. Somehow it's admirable if even Japanese in their 30s or 40s still say things like: "I want to become a blahblah person". But maybe it's a culture thing. I never heard any german person at that age saying he wants to become a better person like that.
Like I somehow have the feeling that in our culture we don't consider improving and learning as a life-long process. Maybe it exists that we want to improve but we rarely talk about such stuff. Maybe it's also a generation gap or I don't know.
Well, sometimes we have to make compromises it seems. This is totally out of the blue..lol
Hmm if I think about something else. Communication in real life...is somehow quite different from writing via Internet or such things.
I guess I would never talk to anyone about such feelings and thoughts..somehow rl communication seems rather superficial to me in this case. I mean how often in your life you talk about your feelings like for real, talk about uncomfortable topics which actually make you cry..etc.
Finding a person you can trust so much that you can say such things in their face is tough.
Anyway..thanks for all your birthday wishes. Was really happy (^^)
Unfortunately I am too lazy to answer all your individual wishes with a thank you...I gave up doing that after I got so many messages on different places. (>_<) But don't worry. That doesn't mean I don't like you! XD
And Oh I am sorry for more or less disabling commenting like in every entry.
Somehow I am in a disabling phase. not that I want to feel untouchable or something. XD But of those here know a way how to communicate with me anyway.
Which reminds me of...I don't like Facebook. Even though I am there I somehow am not in the mood to post "what I am doing there" etc. In this way twitter became much more useful. Though I also must admit that I am spamming there way too much so it's like I reached a point that I have nothing much to chat about here anymore.
Maybe about creepy baked Ryo. Ha looking forward to Joker START! Well somehow I am afraid..cause I have a bad memory of Orthros. Somehow Orthros wasn't that appealing to me in the end. But yeah let's face it..in the last months I changed my fandom habits even more. It's not like I have new fandoms or anything. It's rather like I put some more weight on one scale.
This is somehow impressive however. Rather putting more weight on something passive than on something active. It's crazy. But in the end I guess several things had an influence which made up this temporarily result.
And then I also think of giving my journal a new style again before August is coming up. That's because...August means something like a new start to me..so it would be also good to reflect that here. If you know what I mean...but unfortunately I have no clue about the layout I want xDDD
Did I write enough now? And hey this time It wasn't you-know-who related hurra! Yes I am scary and obsessed like that.
Montag, 21. Juni 2010
I reached it!
Yes I reached this kind of point in my Hideki adoring finally!
What kind ???
The bashing point XDD
Actually that is and was always my favourite point when it comes to Ryo. because at the point when you start to realize that a person you like has not only good but also weak points the person becomes more human. XD
In the beginning it's always like: Oh yes perfect! (through the rose-coloured glasses XD) although you see the weak points too but it's like..even so they are not visible. Well in the end it doesn't make the people less likeable but it shows somehow more personality. Of course, it's also subjective.
Like for example my mum got pissed off the day before yesterday coz she feels like I don't like her and treat her like junk. Well this is not true, but I think coz I like her I have to show my true self. And if my true self is in a bad mood I show it.
Everytime I am sighing while walking upstairs she asks: "What is it???" And I am like "It's nothing." coz in these moments it's really nothing. I don't know why people always consider sighing as something is bothering you.
Well truth is my voice is not really a friendly one..it's quite deep so it can be easily seen as "moody" no matter what I say. That's why I always try in public when I talk to strangers to make it sound friendly. But in fact, when I do so I personally think it sounds fake, just because I KNOW it's fake in those occasions. (>_<) But I don't want that strangers think I am unfriendly so I have no other option...(T_T)
Another thing. Since I lost all my pics (+ all music which wasn't on my ipod) ..lets say..my personal Ryo picture collection about 11gb or what it was I decided to let it be. It's not like I am sad. In the end I think it was such a waste of time collecting pics. Pics are there to stare at them .but if you have thousand of pics of the same people it somehow feels wrong. Why do you collect thousand of pics of people you don't know but have like none of your friends and family you collect. That's something when you start to think about: Who are the people important to your life, those who make you happy and those you can always talk to when you feel down or bored.
Right now I have the feeling everything is fading. Almost all the people I love are either already gone to far away places or are going in the next few months. And no matter if I say: Distance doesn't change anything, in the end it affects friendship a lot.
This is bothersome...coz in the last years although they are all so close even then meetings were rare. I don't think it's coz our friendships have become weaker or we just don't care for each other anymore, it's somehow...well I don't know what you call this. It's like as if time is frozen but even so it's running..but then when you look back...so much time passed by but the feelings are still the same. Such a feeling.
Hmm I think I will go to bed now. XD
Ah before I forget it...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HA-CHAN!!
Ich hoffe du kriegst uch heute zum Bday Kuchen! (Wenn Mario der Fresssack nicht alles ufffrisst >__>)
What kind ???
The bashing point XDD
Actually that is and was always my favourite point when it comes to Ryo. because at the point when you start to realize that a person you like has not only good but also weak points the person becomes more human. XD
In the beginning it's always like: Oh yes perfect! (through the rose-coloured glasses XD) although you see the weak points too but it's like..even so they are not visible. Well in the end it doesn't make the people less likeable but it shows somehow more personality. Of course, it's also subjective.
Like for example my mum got pissed off the day before yesterday coz she feels like I don't like her and treat her like junk. Well this is not true, but I think coz I like her I have to show my true self. And if my true self is in a bad mood I show it.
Everytime I am sighing while walking upstairs she asks: "What is it???" And I am like "It's nothing." coz in these moments it's really nothing. I don't know why people always consider sighing as something is bothering you.
Well truth is my voice is not really a friendly one..it's quite deep so it can be easily seen as "moody" no matter what I say. That's why I always try in public when I talk to strangers to make it sound friendly. But in fact, when I do so I personally think it sounds fake, just because I KNOW it's fake in those occasions. (>_<) But I don't want that strangers think I am unfriendly so I have no other option...(T_T)
Another thing. Since I lost all my pics (+ all music which wasn't on my ipod) ..lets say..my personal Ryo picture collection about 11gb or what it was I decided to let it be. It's not like I am sad. In the end I think it was such a waste of time collecting pics. Pics are there to stare at them .but if you have thousand of pics of the same people it somehow feels wrong. Why do you collect thousand of pics of people you don't know but have like none of your friends and family you collect. That's something when you start to think about: Who are the people important to your life, those who make you happy and those you can always talk to when you feel down or bored.
Right now I have the feeling everything is fading. Almost all the people I love are either already gone to far away places or are going in the next few months. And no matter if I say: Distance doesn't change anything, in the end it affects friendship a lot.
This is bothersome...coz in the last years although they are all so close even then meetings were rare. I don't think it's coz our friendships have become weaker or we just don't care for each other anymore, it's somehow...well I don't know what you call this. It's like as if time is frozen but even so it's running..but then when you look back...so much time passed by but the feelings are still the same. Such a feeling.
Hmm I think I will go to bed now. XD
Ah before I forget it...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HA-CHAN!!
Ich hoffe du kriegst uch heute zum Bday Kuchen! (Wenn Mario der Fresssack nicht alles ufffrisst >__>)
Donnerstag, 10. Juni 2010
Yeah I am an arrogant bitch o_o
I was told to get over myself by some anon. lol It still amuses me. I love anons because they make me feel they dont have the guts to talk to me with their "real" identity :O Such cowards.
If you consider "having other preferences" as arrogant , yes please, do so. XD
I am so arrogant I didn't even do anything for the last few months for my fandom..because..there is no need ? Who needs stuff like acknowledgement. I was already thinking the last days if it wasn't better if there was an additional admin or mod at![[info]](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/blogger_img_proxy/AEn0k_vNvYN6f7iM-npJwvqZ7VYTLAG1HHfn0_fXV8kD5g2aoiRQi1KAyeoUMs7Vluqv7-TbFOkHv1aJlXaM4TKYoFz0kPIE5M_df0mO8bv8u7fAo6EJA4t4YtKb-g=s0-d)
ryo_watch.
Just because I don't know if I have much time anymore starting from August. (I probably won't >_<) Hmm but zsu is there, so it might be alright? idk o.o
But seriously to consider yourself as "something better" or as person who doesn't like drooling for a certain guy anymore,,,that's a totally different thing.
With fandom it's like with a love relationship.. If you fall in love..you feel like head over feels, it feels fresh, you can't stop fangirling and talk about shit like wanting to marry this person, or how sexy he is....and whatever...but like in every love relationship..this kind of exciting lovely feeling gets lost someday. I mean..it doesn't change the love in general..but it's fading somehow. o-o?
As for this..Ryo and me seem like an old "couple" by now. XDDDD
But you know distance..and after a certain amount of time...you feel like it's a fresh love again. lol
Ah..need to go to the dentist in another town next week. My wisdoom tooth will be removed :I
Oh dude, my english becomes worser with every day..same goes for my german. I blame the japanese language :(
So tired today..finally a morning will come when I can sleep as long as I want again. I am simply not used to getting up early 3 days in a row. Well would have worked out if I went earlier to bed than 3am everytime =_=
Already missing these times of a day. I guess it will become so rare for me to be still awake at such a time. Starting work at 5.30am...etc. @.@ And since I love to sleep much and dont feel well when I just sleep about 6 hours I will probably always go to bed at 8pm XD""
Well its stil the time rhythmn...if you see it from the japanese time viewpoint o,O
Alright enough enough...I wonder if I get DETROX' ah today~~~~~ 愛してるから ah ah!! Yes Hideki give it to me :D
bed bed bed *runs*
If you consider "having other preferences" as arrogant , yes please, do so. XD
I am so arrogant I didn't even do anything for the last few months for my fandom..because..there is no need ? Who needs stuff like acknowledgement. I was already thinking the last days if it wasn't better if there was an additional admin or mod at
ryo_watch.Just because I don't know if I have much time anymore starting from August. (I probably won't >_<) Hmm but zsu is there, so it might be alright? idk o.o
But seriously to consider yourself as "something better" or as person who doesn't like drooling for a certain guy anymore,,,that's a totally different thing.
With fandom it's like with a love relationship.. If you fall in love..you feel like head over feels, it feels fresh, you can't stop fangirling and talk about shit like wanting to marry this person, or how sexy he is....and whatever...but like in every love relationship..this kind of exciting lovely feeling gets lost someday. I mean..it doesn't change the love in general..but it's fading somehow. o-o?
As for this..Ryo and me seem like an old "couple" by now. XDDDD
But you know distance..and after a certain amount of time...you feel like it's a fresh love again. lol
Ah..need to go to the dentist in another town next week. My wisdoom tooth will be removed :I
Oh dude, my english becomes worser with every day..same goes for my german. I blame the japanese language :(
So tired today..finally a morning will come when I can sleep as long as I want again. I am simply not used to getting up early 3 days in a row. Well would have worked out if I went earlier to bed than 3am everytime =_=
Already missing these times of a day. I guess it will become so rare for me to be still awake at such a time. Starting work at 5.30am...etc. @.@ And since I love to sleep much and dont feel well when I just sleep about 6 hours I will probably always go to bed at 8pm XD""
Well its stil the time rhythmn...if you see it from the japanese time viewpoint o,O
Alright enough enough...I wonder if I get DETROX' ah today~~~~~ 愛してるから ah ah!! Yes Hideki give it to me :D
bed bed bed *runs*
Sonntag, 2. Mai 2010
I will never recover after...
read what Hideki's erogenous zone is. NEVER
I mean..yeah probably it's the erogenous part of every man but seeing it written down is...aaah
ヤバイ！ >_< めっちゃ恥ずかしくなっちゃった！！ 裏筋とはそういうモノじゃないなぁ！って思った。やっぱりそういう意味がある、、、なんかきもい。 治るためにどうすればいいのかな、、
I mean..yeah probably it's the erogenous part of every man but seeing it written down is...aaah
ヤバイ！ >_< めっちゃ恥ずかしくなっちゃった！！ 裏筋とはそういうモノじゃないなぁ！って思った。やっぱりそういう意味がある、、、なんかきもい。 治るためにどうすればいいのかな、、
栄喜さんの顔を見ることが本当にできねーよ （；＿；） なぜプロファイルでそんなこ
＞＜ まぁ、１０年前だったね、、ファンページで！
今も答えは同じのかな、、、いや、絶対いやっす！
以上！ ｍ（＿ ＿）ｍ
で、 得意技は６９なんだ！ 亮たんと同じだよ！！ あぁぁああああ＞＿＜ 亮たんだ
今の自分自身もうわからんねーよ、、＞＜
癒す癒す癒してくれ！D:
＞＜ まぁ、１０年前だったね、、ファンページで！
今も答えは同じのかな、、、いや、絶対いやっす！
以上！ ｍ（＿ ＿）ｍ
で、 得意技は６９なんだ！ 亮たんと同じだよ！！ あぁぁああああ＞＿＜ 亮たんだ
今の自分自身もうわからんねーよ、、＞＜
癒す癒す癒してくれ！D:
Dienstag, 27. April 2010
❤
If my heart turned bigger or small, I don't really know anymore..but in fact it feels like I cherish smaller things more lately...
Or wait..I don't know if it's a good but it seems like I am able to love what I already love for the last 4-6 years without turning my back. And no it's not just one specific thing...it's several stuff. Anyway..I finished 2 Animes the last few days...but it seems that deep inside there was still this child who loved to see Animes. You know I am one of those picky people who can be hardly pleased with new stuff..like bands, doramas, animes..whatever..but I think that always happens when I am satisfied with that what I love and cherish it so I don't want anything new right now or it is when i desparately search something additional to love which is born to fail.
Anyway smiling is good and I smiled a lot today...oh wait..tonight?Or wait..I don't know if it's a good but it seems like I am able to love what I already love for the last 4-6 years without turning my back. And no it's not just one specific thing...it's several stuff. Anyway..I finished 2 Animes the last few days...but it seems that deep inside there was still this child who loved to see Animes. You know I am one of those picky people who can be hardly pleased with new stuff..like bands, doramas, animes..whatever..but I think that always happens when I am satisfied with that what I love and cherish it so I don't want anything new right now or it is when i desparately search something additional to love which is born to fail.
What made me smile..let's see..
- Finishing Junjou Romantica. Yes I know I am late and I am uncool for liking such stuff. Well in the end the comedy aspects were more amusing. My humour is quite simple XD
- Eito polonaise....yuuchuu
- reading that he went to Nakamura's grave. Well honestly I found it sweet..that entry...and the way he is able to switch moods is wonderful. Then I thought, he really must have liked him a lot. Visiting the grave of your former manager...well that fact is actually enough to become sad..because how can there ever be a reunion when an important part of it already died...
- that pic and some related ones..xD That's the way I want him..like this and not different..but then it's not me who decides. What I told Hideki is: "No matter where you go, I think you will find the right path." because I am sure he knows that, even if he's mentally probably childisher than Ryo but..somehow if i had the chance to say a word to Ryo, that's a sentence I couldn't say yet. But maybe someday xD
Samstag, 10. April 2010
Montag, 22. Februar 2010
The thong thong thong thong song~ ♪
※ I preordered the K8 Dvd. Well no matter what I do I am so stingy that I even mourn after the money somehow but then again not. It's like I know I did the right thing, otherwise I would regret it for my whole life not to have bought the first press! :/
※ So as I thought Mr. Mawashi won't turn into an Yankee. Well I didn't believe he would do it anyway but people tend to take everything for granted without even considerung: "Oh but if it was for real wouldn't there be more sources already confirming it?" So yes I am not sorry for those naive people who believed it to be true and which are screwed now. XD
※ I still have to think about how far my hairdresser can go on tuesday. I don't even know yet what she should do but so far she always did something. So yeah, let's think positive XD
※ I want to see a reunion of mr. big nipples and mr. mawashi! Well they might not be able to sing "the thong song" as it is only authorized to be sung by mr. giant nipples but I wouldn't mind any other activity. ;D
※ I have a pudding here for already the whole afternoon. I don't know why I didn't eat it yet. Well time to do it I guess woohooo
Mittwoch, 17. Februar 2010
Shooot!
Just some random short thoughts and infos
- I hate having a cold...damnit there is nothing worse than trying to sleep with the sniffles...it's like an instant kill. yes
- tuesday is hairdresser. yay! actually it sucks because tuesday is the only day of the week when the dentist has opened for the whole afternoon :/
- next thursday ..interview again. This time I hope I will be able to get there >_< thats why I need nice hair and hopefully also health :D :D
- New Kanjani dvd...yaaaaaay just the half of february is over and there already were so many kanjani related news it's amazing! X3
- Sushis router died...which means I am poupeessitter..yay! :D well actually I decided to be it by myself...lol <__>
- Baba is a liar! but yeah..lets not tell anyone xD
- Today I talked to hachan again <333 we realized that the concert dvd release of her favourite band (L'arc) and my favourite band which is alive (K8) is on the same day XDDD So now we already wondered: "Who of both will top the charts then??? No matter what happens, no matter who will win, lets stay friends...lol"
- I wont continue the meme today
- I actually finished the maru entry of today..technically..but one sentence is so bothersome and I dont really feel like doing that much mental stuff right now otherwise I will explode. 8D well lets see how I feel tomorrow
Do you have any last words?
Yeah of course...Sumo Ryo here he cooooooooomes!
Carla: I hope we can get a glimpse of his naked buttocks!XDD *giggles* Or maybe better not^^'
:D :D :D
- I hate having a cold...damnit there is nothing worse than trying to sleep with the sniffles...it's like an instant kill. yes
- tuesday is hairdresser. yay! actually it sucks because tuesday is the only day of the week when the dentist has opened for the whole afternoon :/
- next thursday ..interview again. This time I hope I will be able to get there >_< thats why I need nice hair and hopefully also health :D :D
- New Kanjani dvd...yaaaaaay just the half of february is over and there already were so many kanjani related news it's amazing! X3
- Sushis router died...which means I am poupeessitter..yay! :D well actually I decided to be it by myself...lol <__>
- Baba is a liar! but yeah..lets not tell anyone xD
- Today I talked to hachan again <333 we realized that the concert dvd release of her favourite band (L'arc) and my favourite band which is alive (K8) is on the same day XDDD So now we already wondered: "Who of both will top the charts then??? No matter what happens, no matter who will win, lets stay friends...lol"
- I wont continue the meme today
- I actually finished the maru entry of today..technically..but one sentence is so bothersome and I dont really feel like doing that much mental stuff right now otherwise I will explode. 8D well lets see how I feel tomorrow
Do you have any last words?
Yeah of course...Sumo Ryo here he cooooooooomes!
Carla: I hope we can get a glimpse of his naked buttocks!XDD *giggles* Or maybe better not^^'
:D :D :D
Freitag, 12. Februar 2010
12 February 2010 @ 07:01 am
This omg...I think yoko is out of rhythm on purpose XDDD
I know I am late with that..but never noticed and paid attention to it lol
Yay New News single. More Ryo for me! :D :D :D
Ryo x Maru is always good but...
Ryo has for sure a weird way of slashing himself with Maru. I mean what's up with this on Maru's head? XD
It looks rather uncomfortable for me to put my hand on the head of a person next to me. But in any way they rub their warm sweaty clothes and bodies against each other o.o;
Yeah such things make me even more happy than seeing all the other ryo naked pics of that papapics xDDD
okay maybe its not that true..but for sure those pics make me as happy as the naked pics just in another way
It looks rather uncomfortable for me to put my hand on the head of a person next to me. But in any way they rub their warm sweaty clothes and bodies against each other o.o;
Yeah such things make me even more happy than seeing all the other ryo naked pics of that papapics xDDD
okay maybe its not that true..but for sure those pics make me as happy as the naked pics just in another way
Samstag, 23. Januar 2010
Inquisitiveness syndrome?? It seems so
- had enough interesting ryo talk today with ![[info]](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/blogger_img_proxy/AEn0k_urR0FxOGJdmNh5Lv6pPHp7cQSfrsWTzKv7lJ8lDTVfDq4j6won1HBw9unNsmIycLS-zoDPgi_yD5h02PuhCvyT7Xrj_cjBZpdfV-hh4TqEdmOOoceU4Ejnc9A=s0-d)
calpis37 lool yes I am healed again...I don't know if it's in a positive or negative direction though. lol lol I think it's a mix of both..XDD
- watched latest Kanpani and was glad Ryo was beaten a lot..haha yes malicious pleasure is the best. But I felt sorry for Maru ;_; He looked so confused after that guy kicked him in his ass D: Poor Maru baby *hugs*
- watched first episode of yamanade..mahmah..highlight was probably Uchi and Tegoshi disguised after all. Oh they are so beautiful..yes if I had a peen I would do them ;D oeh yeah..that's it probably, didn't do more interesting stuff. What a sad life :O
I think I will stop subbing for a while and concentrate on kanji writing :( like that I will never be a pro...*sighs* so i have to be more strict to myself. Well at least I am patient when it comes to mixi haha. Well there is nothing I can do about it but Calpis ❤❤❤
"What did he do? Then what happened?"
Again digging up info like that It's not of your business,
what other people do – inquisitiveness syndrome
Sinking your teeth into gossip shows,
it's you who's been doing things much worse, isn't it?
Yup, isn't the spirit of curiosity an annoying emotion?
but reading this lyrics Kazuma wrote makes me feel shitty :/ He always writes such nice lyrics and not just about tiredsome LOVE blahblah like which is the maintopic of the whole world's music. Bothersome. .
That's awesome and somehow I think he's so right. End of talk.
Just today it seems my tummy pain is coming all back to me...no no I won't let it win against me..tze
And I think I will also give something else up. It's seriously not worth it o_o
But then again..I might lose something precious to me too :(
calpis37 lool yes I am healed again...I don't know if it's in a positive or negative direction though. lol lol I think it's a mix of both..XDD - watched latest Kanpani and was glad Ryo was beaten a lot..haha yes malicious pleasure is the best. But I felt sorry for Maru ;_; He looked so confused after that guy kicked him in his ass D: Poor Maru baby *hugs*
- watched first episode of yamanade..mahmah..highlight was probably Uchi and Tegoshi disguised after all. Oh they are so beautiful..yes if I had a peen I would do them ;D oeh yeah..that's it probably, didn't do more interesting stuff. What a sad life :O
I think I will stop subbing for a while and concentrate on kanji writing :( like that I will never be a pro...*sighs* so i have to be more strict to myself. Well at least I am patient when it comes to mixi haha. Well there is nothing I can do about it but Calpis ❤❤❤
"What did he do? Then what happened?"
Again digging up info like that It's not of your business,
what other people do – inquisitiveness syndrome
Sinking your teeth into gossip shows,
it's you who's been doing things much worse, isn't it?
Yup, isn't the spirit of curiosity an annoying emotion?
but reading this lyrics Kazuma wrote makes me feel shitty :/ He always writes such nice lyrics and not just about tiredsome LOVE blahblah like which is the maintopic of the whole world's music. Bothersome. .
That's awesome and somehow I think he's so right. End of talk.
Just today it seems my tummy pain is coming all back to me...no no I won't let it win against me..tze
And I think I will also give something else up. It's seriously not worth it o_o
But then again..I might lose something precious to me too :(
Mittwoch, 13. Januar 2010
Those 2 people I adore...
Those 2 people I adore...
What they do have a in common? They both love the Beatles and Nirvana and they both have blood type 0. As for their blogs, they are both lazy people.
Apart from that: Nothing!
Oh I think they both have a pure heart of a rocker...but when it comes to experience, fame and success they might be on two different levels.
One of both is an awesome performer, singer, songwriter and composer.
The other one an nice all-rounder even though he's probably still a rough diamond but still I can say I adore him for what he does.
One has still the goal to perform one day at the Tokyo Dome, even though it's a new goal after reaching so many others already. He's brave, loves risk, freedom and I think he never gets tired of starting from zero again. Too experimental to put it into words, he's a dork, a chatterbox, a cats-fanatic and he would never sell his soul for cash. He's very kind, he used his fame to support charity projects. There is not that much I can say about him but I really think I dont need talk much about him..I think hes the perfection..LOL..no prolly not. He's lisping when singing in English.
The other one, even though you know so much things about him, you don't know about his career dreams. He already managed the tokyo dome easily, does so many different stuff that I am not sure if he has something like a priority. Compared to the other one he's young, not only in age but also in experience. I am not sure either if he will ever be able to know what he wants to achieve. There might be some freedom in his career but in the end it's quite limited. It's like a cage. So I wouldn't wonder either if he's a really lonely person inside of his heart. He might be the one of both who is for sure the more popular one, but speaking of happiness I guess he's the sadder one even if we don't see it. And I dont think its becaue of the career possibility but I could imagine if there is sadness it's definitely caused by the career and the side effects. Anyway what I adore about him is that his heart is capable of so much stuff. I love to see how he develops no matter in which direction it goes.
I am not sure if they ever met in real life. Probably not. Maybe they did on MS rehearsals long time ago. And with long time I really mean long time ago. In 1998 or 1999. I would have found it cute to see the small cute one standing next to the already tall adult.
I am not sure if they know of each other's existence either. But the tendency rather goes to...knowing about it.
If I had the chance to decide who I would join for one day. I guess I would go definitely for the older one. Even though they are both type 0, I guess the older one would be easier to get along with. Yes, I think if I would go with the other one we would easily have arguments, as we both have a sharp tongue and I can say with confidence that there are things that we don't like about each other.
After all I am convinced that they both represent their zodiacs very well.
The reason why I didn't call them by their names? Personally I think it's obvious who I talk about. And it's even more obvious if you know my likes. And now I have to make a decision which icon I use. I think I will use none of both because I like both equally.
And..I finally finished my first subbed pv ever. I seriously appreciate the work of all fansubbers even more now. XD
Yes I think this PV is epic. It's probably the first pv by that band I ever saw in my life years ago. And it's probably one of the most perverted pvs I have seen in my life. Also...the lyrics are yes...very fitting to the pv. But at the same time I find it also amusing. And there is even a german connection in the beginning even if the text doesn't make sense at all. XD Good job Kazuma, one of your best works. Also the pv is nostalgic..as it's also 13 years old...aah but epic is epic, I can never say it often enough.
And..I consider doing weekly "TOPS of the week" so I won't get too lazy to write something...so everyone will be informed about several weekly highlights of my fandom life too..lol
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