Well I didn't finish the one week meme..coz something bad happened at work on the next day. But it's okay now I think...
Anyway..in the meanwhile a lot of things happened as well.
Actually good ones but of course also bad ones.
But all things have something in common. They all seem so unreal to me. Both seem unreal.
The good one well...I lost bad conscience I got one year ago..and was able to did something I have never dreamt of. Got 3 message replies by my dearest Hideki <3
Well it was basically a bad topic we talked about but in the last mail he was so kind..I thought I am exploding. Though I still don't get why he did it.
Anyway after that I didn't get any respond anymore..well bad timing I thought as well..coz like 36 hours later
the horrible thing in Japan occured. Well I won't write down my feelings about it here anymore.
My flist and everyone on twitter..etc said enough about it. I just think..it's no use...after all nature is superior.
Well today I had to work like 10 hours coz I had to went to a vocational training..which was..well not so useful.
And then..yesterday when the horrible thing in Japan occured I also got the sad news that my 4 days off shrinked to 3..which sucks a lot..but I can't do anything about it.
Tomorrow night Counti will visit me at home till wednesday..I have never met counti yet although we are online buddys for 4-5 years already o.o
Anyway...I do not know what to talk about anymore xD
