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Some positive things. Finished the Coutndown DVD..<3
It's really precious. Honestly I think it's much better than Puzzle.
They all were really gorgeous. I am too tired to make it proper now but yeah that's it.
I knew there was this instrumental bandsession with Ryo..but it still surprised me somehow.
He's of course far away from being a good guitarist ..even I noticed some minor mistakes in his playing...but you know
What amazed me everytime seeing Eito concerts year after year...their development. It amazes me.
I am so glad that they all try to improve on their skills.

As for Subaru. Well actually there is nothing I see at him improving. maybe it's the guitar...well the singing is the same as always. If it's something, it's probably letting out his inner child, agression and happiness. I like that a lot.

As for Yoko..with every year he becomes more adorable. I was really moved to tears at the end when he had his talk. XD Like not the end..I mean before they performed Fuyu Koi. For his dancing skills. I don't really know if he's improving..he still makes some moving mistakes...I won't say a lot..but there are some. But honestly, I wouldn't like seeing Yoko perfectly dancing...It's like..there would be something missing.
His Singing skills however, I think they improve o_O It sounds surprisingly well except for some high notes he tries to hit..because then it's hard for him to let it out properly..but it's alright. The 413performance was awesome <3

Maru..Maru is Maru..XD I don't know either if he improves on something. If so..it might be the bass playing. I was really like: Awww Maru <3 while watching the instrumental bandsession. Well after all he's not really sane but that's why he's Maru. (Oh wait...who was I indirectly talking to here aswell XDD)

Ohkura...yeah I am coming to Ohkura now..because usually he's the last person who comes to my mind when trying to list all K8 members. XD Ohkura was gorgeous. I don't even know how he did it but his voice was so...O__O I wondered when did he learn to sing so beautiful XD
Well sure even his Mamoritai version back then was already strong..but I think he really improved.

Hina...oh Hina...I think he tries his best..and that's for sure not only because of the money. He really looks like as if he is enjoying what he's doing even though he might not have any real strong point except talking. But I also like how he shows the will to imprrove...like trying hard to learn to support the band with a keyboard. Well I never really paid attention to his dancing but it should be alright.
As for singing. I am not even sure if he will become better someday. I don't think so...you know when it's about performances and singing..the only people I am worried about if they won't screw the whole thing up are Hina and...Ryo XD It's not even Yoko there anymore. In the past it was always about Yoko and Hina..well maybe also some ohkura..hm
But yeah what really amazed me too was Hina's hyperness. He had drugs ongoing? I don't know. Quite smart..maybe too smart XDD
But somehow I think...Yoko and Hina try extra hard..because they know compared to the other members they have some slight deficits..to put into names singing and playing instruments..though I think for Yoko the main problem is really lately just the instruments part.
I am sorry for him. Personally I can't play an instrument either..but I really think it sometimes bothers him that he can only play the bongos at bandsessions. But I also wonder what instrument would be still good to add?  3guitars, drums, keyboard..I am really sorry for him. But Yoko nonetheless you are awesome and shiny. And it's because I pity you. He's really awesome!

And my story behind Yoko is...well I know even back then in 2007 I was always laughing about my friend Sushi..since she was the mega Yoko fan, finding him all cute...and awesome.
Well I don't think he was that awesome yet back then but that's maybe because I only judged him by his singing and dancing skills and by his look. But he's so much more xD  Eventually I had my "Omg Yoko you are so cute!"-moment on that dvd...
like yeah the part I talked about..at the end. He was smiling so...I don't know it wasn't only the smile...he had something in his eyes where I really thought: "Ah Yoko really seems to appreciate the fans a lot and seems to be so happy being in this band. <3 and then..his finger <333333"
And also...that mentioned trying hard to improve thingy...really aaaw yoko why so adorable...such a feeling :D Oh yeah I am fangirling too much about Yoko today...but I am so proud! I can't put it into words...

Back to the member wagon..Yasu. Yasu was...cute as always of course. Well I will always find his clothes weird..but that's why he is Yasu too. I love his guitar playing <3 I loved how he smiled and stick out his tongue happily at the instrumental band sessions..like in the moment when Ryo finished his solo..somehow Yasu seemed to be happy about how Ryo made it...like "Yah You made it. Congrats!" that was simply adorable. Apart from that..Yasu and Maru in the cam..haha...okay that reminds me also of Tacchon in the cam. Somehow scary but also cute XDD

I think I have them all..well somehow it seems I have not much to say about Subaru and Maru but that's not because I like them lesser. It's rather like I have not much to say because I was able to put their awesomeness into short words. :D
Oh wait..I think I forgot someone...Ryo?  (That sounds like I decided to leave him behind now because I fell in love with Yoko..AHAHA...no no not like that..really..)
As everyone knows..I am probably trying to analyze him  the most on concerts.  But I think it's normal. I think we all study our favourite guys the most. At the puzzle tour I must say I was disappointed, yes. But that's nothing new. I still don't know what it was back then..if it was a disease or I have no idea..but compared to Puzzle he was fine. Yeah..I never want to praise him for his singing because...I think there is stil a reserve fund..like simply I know he can do better. And no I don't try to expect too much from him I think. 
But I think there are some things he could go and  improve just by singing. Like his "I don't care how I will sound like at the end of my line"-attitude..which turns out to be all..gross XD Subaru can do it and still sounds wonderful..I mean that trying to scream just for fun part coz yeah..no real serious singing. I like that fooling around...but Ryo doesn't really seem to have a feeling for this..always lines where you think: "Oh shit why did you had to kill this line..."
BUT..something I didn't expect..like already mentioned before..the awesome bandsession. Well he was not real awesome..when I compare it to other awesome guitarists. But from the viewpoint as a Ryo Fan..and when focuse on him..he was good. I think it was a success for him. Being finally allowed to join the bandsession is a small success and means you are good enough to show what you got. Improof~
I think it's the greatest gift that you can get from your members. I think he was really glad that he could join them...I know I heard once he totally screwed up, and this one also had at least 2 mistakes I can call to my mind right now...but yeah. Improof!

Yes I know I say the word Improve/improof a lot in here but that's what it is about. I don't want to be like...aah they sucked there and this was totally shit and blah. I love to see their development. That's also one reason why I am an Eito fan to the core. A minor reason but it is also there. I am not a fan of bands where everything works perfect. I mean yeah let's come to my other love SIam Shade again...they were and still are technically genius..but they had/have this awesome singer..who has this something..which makes it so interesting that it is just BAM. It colours the technical perfection in such a beautiful way...not in a perfect way...but for me it's perfect with all the mistakes he did sometimes...and with all the emotion..entertainer...like our magical Subaru. XD Yes I consider Subaru as a Entertainer. A weird kind of Entertainer but he is such kind of being. Well all of K8 are in their own way entertainers I guess. Maru is for sure an entertiner too, without question.

Okay that it for now...let's end the entry with words by Hideki...but in this entry they come from the buttom of my heart to Eito
声に声に出来ない思い　キミを深く愛してる　❤❤❤

Sakura Girl single review..short and probably not good

because I was poisoned too much by my heart of rock

1. さくらガール
Okay we know I didn't like it that much yet. Too boyish for me XD

2. あなたがとなりにいるだけで
I think it would have been more enjoyable if that one person in the news com didn't say: "I believe it's made for fans!!"
Yes totally, because it's written by NEWS. *sarcastic* And yes it's for the fans because news only have one fan on this planet. That's why they sing FUTARI. XD  Oh wait I didn't say anything about the song o.O oh never mind

3. Freedom
WTF? o__o Time is running out yes. I mean it's catchy but Freedom freedom~ 命かけて.  etc..but what's the sense behind it o_O I mean it's not like they are soldiers and jailed...sometimes I think the wrong people sing about something which they are totally not concerned in and then they also sing it happily..yay XD

４.Love melodies
I feel sorry for them singing "Presented word" Yeah Love goes on and love is so beautiful unfortunately they have no time to love or fans don't want them to be in love XD

5. さくらガール(A cappella version)
I want to die LA LA LA SAKURA

That's it BYE...LOL well I didn't put much passion in this. I wanted to be neutral..but writing reviews about happy popsongs is hard. I mean what to focuse on? Text is usually..not the important aspect  For the melody aspect..they are good I think..catchy as always for the happy days...although I don't know if I want to listen to a song about FREEDOM happily XDDD though I think the Freedom bside is the best of all o_O

He's precious XD

Hideki talks about his mails he gets via Mixi...lol

それと、俺をナンパするのはやめろォー！！
俺は、怪物君と似ている所があって、
可愛い子娘ちゃんには弱いから、
やめて下さい。
ホント普通にドキドキするから。

And then, stop NANPA-ing me!!
Because I am resembling to a monster in some parts
and coz I am  weak towards cute girls
please stop it.
Truth is, it's because it usually makes my heart beating quickly.

The fun fact is..I just read this after I was having fun with hachan via msn talking stupid senseless stuff XDD


  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
ICH WILL AUCH NEN AUTOGRAMM VON HIDEKI ><  (I want an autograph by hideki as well ><)
ha-chan ~ sagt:
XDDDDDDDDD
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
UND NICHT NUR DAS XDDDDDD (and not only that
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*SEEEEEEEEEEX und BABIES 
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
*NEEEEEEEEIN  (NOOOOOOO)
**DENIES EVERYTHING*
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*XDDDDDDDDDDDD
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
*naja das baby net wirklich  (okay not really the baby)
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*but I know the TRUTH the dirty TRUTH
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
*das ist es net wert  (It's not worth it)
*es würde eh nie aussehen wie hideki (It would never look like Hideki anyway)
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*weißte net  (You don't know)
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
*ich sollte ihm ne sexmail bei mixi schreiben  xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD  (I should write a sexmail to him at mixi)
*aber lieber net  (but better not)
*dann beschwert der sich (otherwise he will complain)
*und ich verlier meinen account (and I will lose my account)
*vor allen dingen "sexmail" (above all things "sexmail")
*ich kann ja uch total sexistisch auf japanisch schreiben (because I can write in a totally sexistic way in Japanese) <- sarcastic
*betreff: OCHINCHIN WO MISETE KURE~~~~~~~~ (subject: PLEASE SHOW ME YOUR PENIS~~~~~

)
*xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
  【DOCI ❤s 栄喜さん】                      sagt:
*danach würde er mich für immer hassen (after that he would hate me forever)
*bzw net mögen >:(   (or lets rather say wont like >:(  )
ha-chan ~ sagt:
*xDDDDDDDD wäre aber ma interessant die reaktion  (But his reaction would be interesting)

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but you know I really like how he describes himself as a monster...after he got a mail with
「栄喜とキムタクさんって瓜二つですね！」っていうのは真っ赤な嘘で、
("Hideki and Kimutaku look alike ne!" That's totally a lie)
and then again...what made me lol a lot too XD

He was talking about doing some stretching and had muscle ache after it and somehow he liked to suffer from it and made it even worse by himself...lol
"すげ～～だろ？って俺はM男かっ！！ 誤解の無いように言いますが、俺は天才的なサディスト そう！Sexual Sniperなのであります。 "
"Great isn't it? this me saying this, is a M-man!! I am saying it so that there is no misunderstanding, but I am an ingenius SADIST! I am a Sexual Sniper." (Reference to Shamu song XD)

Ah I need to tell that hachan today..at least she can spazz with me about Hideki even though she's no fan XDDDD
How I can go to bed after reading such awesome stuff...ahaha..one-sided platonic love is wonderful
PS: I just translated roughly because..yes I CAN XD

Flashback

死にたくなるくらい闇に追い込まれてしまうから
死んでしまうくらい光を追い求めてしまいたくなる

Driven so much  in the corner by the darkness that I want to die
Wanting to search for the light so hard that I die

How can he write such stuff....:(  but  it's my favourite track on DETIV..definitely..the only calm song at any rate XD though I think the last "FLASHBACK" scream was unnecessary...but yeah...a little bit metal in every song..or what xD

but it's a beautiful song <3



And then..thats the way I look like when I am not listening to jpop ->



lol :X

Didn't listen to the sakura girl single yet but yeah..maybe tomorrow :O
ah almost 5am..I am tired..but at the same time i want to drink  a coffee and chill  a little bit longer...;Ö;
What to do? Hmm..coffee probably XDD

I had no detrox tag? I wonder why..don't I respect K-A-Z? XDD