Goodbye my lovely home~~~ for 4 weeks XD

 

 buuuh...so much luggage..:( and its actually even more but well..XD

dyed my hair today..its red-brown now wuhuu

 

looks weird in the cam o_O actually it's a little bit darker hmm
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one of my killing eyes...I am sorry :/ my eyes can really look scary..it's because i have the same dead fish eyes like my daddy XDD really,,he also had these kind of dead "eyes" not to remember the point in his life when I turned him into a pirate by accident for weeks :( but thinking back now..I think it was in the same year he died. pirates are like hereos or legends..they die at the best part of their life. o.o (well can't refer to my dad's career here cause he worked concrete goods..creating cement all day. well unhealthy job so maybe also a reason why he died in his 30s. Aaah
why do I talk about daddy so often D: Maybe i still miss him? Anyway~ tomorrow or better today is my welcome thingy at my apprenticeship place. And then starting from monday it's working time~~ I am somehow not that excited. Good like that but the excitement will come early enough I assume. XD

Downloaded tons of stuff...well not that much just the last episodes of tegami bachi and episode 2 and 3 of joker. Since I don't want isdn speed just because I am too greedy and download too much xDDD maybe I should download something else additionally before..but hmm..no idea what. o.o *crosses fingers*

now...SCHOGETTEN TIME~~~ WHITE CHOCOLATE nomnom <3

Mööp

For some reason I am far away from being ready for moving in my "flat" (well you can call it flat just with the fact that I share the kitchen but yeah XD)
I am bad at organizing such things...so in the end I didn't put together all things yet I want to take along...I guess a normal human being would be at least that organized to write down everything he/she wants to take along one a piece of paper but not even this I did...lol
But I guess in the end I will manage it..it's like the cosplay life...like most of the cosplayers just feel well when they finish their cosplay on last minute I feel good to put everythign together in the last minute..and then..I still don't feel like being able to pack everything together D:
It's like...a feeling that you still need it anyway so you can't put it anywhere. The truth is different..lol

But aah..you know today I had my theory "exam" for my driver license and I pwnd it with 0 mistakes buahahaha~ really happy XD no additional 42euro~ that's good. Wanted to write a sms to my big brother  because my mum thought he would be happy if I told him about it. But in the end I didn't do it yet.  And aah..didn't dyed my hair yet either. So I will do it today...as I guess I will do everything today...cleaning my room included...aah I think I will really miss this place...XD

aaah time to start cleaning...

edit: since I wrote this entry without publishing it already 4 hours ago..I managed a little bit more of my packing :O

ブルストの力で！！

 そろそろお仕事始まるっていうか、来週の月曜日からすでに始まるんです。
今考えると嫌な気持ちじゃなくても、なんか自然の心配するような感じですが、
これでいいのかな？　
新しい冒険へ出かけるとちょっと心配してもいいでしょう。

And then..omg..yesterday I was hunting for pics out of boredom and got the enlightment that it's not only that Hideki dyed his hair blond but on top of that it's a blond I don't like because it's the blond my mum always uses too for her dyeing XDDD
Or how did  luna_detrox  also say: "I honestly prefer him with dark hair" ?? XD Yes yes...it's probably the blond we call "fail" which happens quite often in the japanese world right. I just remember the failed Ryo blond eeew xD although if it is Ryo it always failed...O.o
Anyway what made me wonder in these pics with this guy is...if I didn't read that he calls Hideki his Senpai I would have thought he's at least 5years older or something.  This is the moment when geochan  would say: "Age depends on each person!" and then she would say again "Hideki's skin colour doesn't match!! it looks like photoshopped!!" cause his face skin is yellowish and his hand is pinkish..lol I really have senseless topics to write about but I don't care. You know I write what I want to write about. XD



Yesterday my niece decided to watch the whole time Tegami Bachi with me o_O that's why I said today that I won't watch it. Yes, and I wasn't lying cause I am not watching it tonight anymore.(Mainly coz I don't want my niece to disturb me today anymore..hahaha)  Instead I should watch joker ep2 maybe?? Well, have still a few more days left but I also need to start packing my bag very soon and think about what I still need to buy.
And then on top of that I also have my  theortical driver license "exam" on thursday...aaw...but you know today I went to my driver teacher and he let me do 3 tests on the pc and I pwned all of them~ But this doesn't mean anything yes I know..I shouldn't be too optimystic..but better like that than getting all hysterical and close to hyperventilating on thursday. Wouldn't be cool if I get a heart attack..so yes..let's be relaxed...if I won't make it...damn it was only 42euro..but I will make it...cause I am the super great Doci ha! (Okay that's too optimystic..but you need to push yourself in such moments right right?? xD)

And I still don't get club8!!! (aaah just now opened it again and now it's like scary knocking at the door when mousovering the shitty door!! wtf is this D: or may it be that I always miss the time when the club is open? XDD)
And...my cousin brought herself an iphone for 1euro..I mean yeah...45euro per month contract with internet and blah flatrate..wouldn't know if it's worth buying for me though..since I am a cellphone pooper...and somehow the iphone is quite heavy and...not really handy? who needs this shit seriously D: where is the beautiful time gone to when you didn't need any stupid pc to even make your cellphone come to life??? my cousin needed to "bear" her iphone with my pc cause her internet connection at home sucks so she couldn't download itunes properly..holy shit.
Anything else?? No, guess not for the moment.

Aaaaah Junji was visiting the Bismarcksturm in Bochum yesterday \(・∀・)/



I still can't forget about the sausage pic he took on the way from Munich to Bochum...


aaaah will really stop now~