Oh man

I am seriously lost for what I can continue using my livejournal.
Well personal things etc o.o
But recently I also started using tumblr for stupid simple stuff I would usually spam my lj with...like for example...oh wait
In this entry I won't write down his name. It feels like my online world spins around him..and no one else but him..while in my real life
he doesn't even seem to exist except for the music...I mean...I dont talk about him in real life coz there is no one with whom I could talk about him. Well in the end there is need...ooh anyway
I was talking about tumblr right o.o
Well I do not have many friends there yet so if you have a tumblr..feel free to add me -> http://docilein.tumblr.com :DD

Also what I wonder lately is...why I had to remove myself from some of my important fandom online friends. Well basically it's those I have got to know via livejournal.

But I seriously can't like it...IT...I won't say what I mean coz this IT has several meanings.
In fact I have changed as well. It's not like I have changed on a grand scale coz in the end I am still the same. All I have to say is..my heart was never capable to fangirl about more than one band and more than one person at the same time. So this is the result. And in those times when I was in a realtionship I wasn't able to fangirl at all. For others it sound weird but I can't fake it when I don't feel anything. So I prefer staying true to my heart and myself.

Anything else left for now? Uhm...no don't think so o.o